★INDESCRIBABLEANIMAL★

2011-02-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah yeah. I am updating my blog. Don't ask. I am only blogging because I am so stressed up. And I have been complaining to all my friends about it. Too much of my complaints. I think they are already sick and tired of me asking them for advice.

The reason why I am not exactly heeding their advice, is cos, well. I don't know. It's not that your advices are not good, you know. They are great. Seriously. But, when it comes to practical doing, it's kind of hard to use those advices, you know?

I don't understand it man. When I have to leave Singapore soon, they are like bees swooning into my life. When I don't have to, you don't even see any of them in my life.

Why is my life so hard to please? I am not even the one hard to please in this case la.

I don't understand why I am stress. I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY WHEN YOU GUYS HAVE THIS PROBLEM, YOU GUYS ARE NOT EVEN STRESSED UP.

For Shima, it's like her cup of tea. She's practically handling this problem for the past 19 years of her life. But for me, it's like on and off. If there's none, there's really none. If there's any, there's many. It pisses me off how I finally know what I want to study and I am finally not stress about this anymore, then another problem arises.

If only I can remain as a kid. Whatever you do, though it might be wrong, you will still be considered as cute and lovely. Now, whatever you do, whether it's right or wrong, it'd still be mean and evil and not-a-right-thing-to-do.

Maybe I should just shut myself away from everybody again? I realised I always do that when I have more and more people getting closer to me. I am like closet loner. I don't know how that's possible. I probably just not like the idea of having too many friends but none that's close?

THAT'S WHY I HAVE SHIMA, JUNE AND Oh well. Sarah. I just patched up with her. Don't ask. Like relationship. Sometimes, Telson, Sufian and PeiYun will pop back into my life again. So, yeah. This had been my life for the past, at least, three years? I don't like the idea of changing it. But I have to since I am going to Australia. I am really trying my best to maintain what I can for the remaining three months. But my fate just had to ruin it.

2011-02-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

TOTO TOTO! PLEASE LET ME WIN! I will LOVE you forever and ever! ALLAH! AH MI TUO FO!

2010-10-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

I will do whatever I want, whichever way I like. You know it. I'm quite sure you do. But you are not doing anything about it. I understand. So I'm not caring anymore how you are going to think of me. Positive or negative. Who cares? Right. I do. But I'm not going to ANYMORE. Whether I'm going to be annoying, a whore, fucking irritating or a bitch in your eyes, I don't care. And I don't know why I thought that way when I was having my break at work just now. Just that sudden vibration from my phone. Like as if I was woken up from a dream. Literally, that kind of feeling.

I know I'm dumb in your eyes. I know I'm stupid in your eyes. I know I'm everything negative in your eyes. But what can I do? I'm born like this. Can't be help. Take it or leave it. And you leave it. Oh well. I'm trying my best to help you over here. But you are not even helping yourself. Being childish. There's an extent to it. Wake up.

I brought down my own ego. Just for you. To help you out. But you won't wake up. Wake up from your own fairytale. But I was irritating. Wasn't I? This is how irritating I can get. You don't say it. I feel it. It's in your words. A text message can speak a thousand words.

This is from don't know when. Just stole it from June's blog. Went to sing K with bunch of people. The fat and ugly me broke my slipper that day. So you see that shoe I'm wearing? Yeah. June got it for me. So sweet. She failed the audition though. I would probably forget what audition I was talking about in ten years time anyway. BUT WOOHOOS! CHERYL WON AND SIGNED A ONE YEAR CONTRACT WITH ME! Sarah left on her own accord. So as a cause of breaching our non-existing contract, I SHALL PROMULGATE HER THE EVIL WITCH WHO DUMPED HER SUPPOSEDLY CLOSEST FRIEND FOR AN OLD AUNTY!

Someone said to me, "sexual connotations". I didn't understand it. I asked June. She didn't know. She then asked her dictionary, it's not even in it. HER PHONE'S DICTIONARY JUST SUCK. HUAKS! I checked dictionary.com, it explains stupid stuff. Finally, I just googled it. APPARENTLY, GOOGLE HAS IT'S OWN DICTIONARY. Fine. I'm a mountain tortoise. AND GUESS WHAT? AFTER ALL THESE HASSLE, IT JUST MEANS IDEA OR FEELING OF THE WORD OR ACTION WAS TOLD BEFORE! Why the bombastic word? I feel dumb talking to smart people.

Okays. I'm tired. And I need to shit and bathe and brush teeth and go to sleep. NIGHTS! Yes. I updated by blog. Surprisingly, surprising surprise.

2010-10-03T09:26:00.002+08:00

I HATE FLU! I CAN'T SING! I'M PISSED! I CAN KILL!

Right. I'm practically working 24/7/365. I'm sick. But I didn't want to take any pills. That was till last night, when I cried and was frustrated with my voice when I tried to sing for like the millionth times! That kind of feeling. GOD! UNBEARABLE! You know, you feel like hitting the wall, but you know it will hurt real bad. I JUST WANT TO SING THAT SMALL LITTLE TINY VERSE THAT EVEN A 3 YEAR OLD KID CAN SING! But no! I can't! My voice is just uncontrollable! FUCK! I HATE THIS!

Why must flu even exist?

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM BEING SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS WITH THE MINIMAL BASIC ETIQUETTE. You should know that it's rude. IT'S THE BASIC! GOD!

2010-09-27T17:14:00.001+08:00

WOOTS! Handsome kangin!

2010-09-26T10:09:00.003+08:00

Sarah says my blog is practically dead. EH! A POT CALLING A KETTLE BLACK EH!

Shima, this is for you!

Shima. I know she doesn't have fb, so I'm going to post this on blogger so she will see it! I really have to thank you for all those help in school and listen to me rantings. For that 2.5 years of friendship, my attitude have been so f-ed up. And when I'm down, you will know what to say. But when it comes to you, I don't know what to say. But you still stay with me. THANK YOU LA!

Huaks! I SPECIALLY BLOG FOR YOU EH! See how long didn't blog already. OH! And thanks uh! You privatize your blog but didn't invite me! AM I SUPPOSE TO NOT LIKE YOU OR WHAT?

Aiyahs. I've got no time uh since I'm working everyday.

Looks is the most important thing. Everybody goes for looks. It's the norm. There's nothing I can do.

The history is repeating itself. And I should have learn from my previous mistake. But I don't understand myself either. I'm doing the same thing all over again. I still have a chance to do the right thing[or so I think]. But I don't understand why I am being so stubborn either. And when the end result is like the previous one, I will regret. I know I will. But I'm not doing anything.

Then, I realise now. Cos if I'm going to do the so called "right thing", I'd be like her. A whore. An unhappy relationship. Paranoid about everything. Possessive. I'd rather be myself and regret after that.

Okays. The garbage truck is passing my house and I can smell the STENCH even from my study room. THAT'S THE HUGE PROBLEM WITH INHERITING MY PARENTS SENSITIVE NOSE! Ahhhh!

Glee Cast On More Guests Stars, Beyonce , Jay Z and more

2010-08-31T10:01:00.000+08:00

2010-08-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT HER! GORJESS!
GOD! LOOK AT KRYSTAL'S SEXY PROTRUDING BUTT!

Seriously, Krystal is SOOO lucky to have Jessica as her sister and to have that butt!

2010-08-11T15:08:00.002+08:00

This thing we call friendship.

Thursday, July 15, 2010, Thursday, July 15, 2010

It's funny how the person you least expect to be your friend turns up to be one of the closest human being to stick with you through thick&thin.How you weren't the first person i talk to during orientation, how you were always to yourselves during year 1 and how you only remember my face after 3 months(pfft!shall kill you for that!) and look at us now.Despite our different sense of taste(fashion&boys),beliefs&principles and constantly be at each other's throat about idk what topic,we pretty much managed to tolerate each other's nonsense and craziness huh. Yes yes i know we're only friends for 3 years&it's no biggy to some people and there's nothing for me to go all cheezy wheezy about, but it was an awesome + no dramamama friendship you know:) And then schooling wasn't so dreadful anymore & shima = no more loner^^ Meh,i shall stop now before someone go all goosebump-y and also before some stranger accused me of ditching bff again.Bff,i still love you kayz(Y)

P/s finally tomorrow,the three of us will be going out togets!!! Hekkkkks!!!

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ADAPTED FROM SHIMA'S BLOG! SERIOUSY! You should have the blogger icon so I can straightaway reblog. HAHAHAHAHHAHS! You miss me soooo much!

It's getting better!

Saturday, July 17, 2010, Saturday, July 17, 2010

This is damn epiccc!!!
Idk what they were fighting about but sorry bel,i just had to put it:)

Cineleisure = taboo! Bff got harrassed by me&bel about ol' woman,bel stood in front of a glass pane thinking it was the entrance and i adjusted my dress in front of a glass pane thinking no one outside could see me when i saw this couple smiling&giggling at me=.=' Le sigh.Three crazy kiddos laughing all the way into the cinema = public attention. Eclipse was awesome awesome awesome & whoever who rate them low, suck balls!!!! Sure i'm still sticking to Team Edward 'cos Jacob is just too pushy and so much of himself. It's so obvious you're trying to hard ya know.. . .. We went to visit bel's grandfather@Khoo Teck Puat Hospital and we can't stop awww-ing at the exterior of the hospital. Don't even get me started on the interior.Damn! Their A-class ward has a flat screen tv lah siakkkkkk!!!! And they have so many pretty garden that bel wants to lepak there if she run away from her house.Hahahahhaha!
Last night before i went to sleep, i texted bff this "Thank you for going out with us crazy girls today.I know it's irritating that we can't stop interrogating you about her.But whatevrz, thank you.The feeling that my two friends can actually get along well is something i've never experienced before so thank you for making my day." Hekkkkkkkkssssss! I love my life(even though projects are killing me).

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YOU ARE NOT FORGIVEN FOR PUTTING THAT PICTURE!

2010-08-06T22:22:00.002+08:00

You know, KOI should seriously consider operating 24/7. YOU KNOW WHY? Because TOO MANY people are fans of KOI now. Which means I have to queue for VERY SUPER long just to get ONE cup of bubble tea. Another reason is cos TOO MANY people are fans of KOI now, which means, LOTS of people won't be able to buy their bubble tea just in time before the store closes. SEE! KOI should just operate 24/7.

I really really really hate it when people don't answer the questions I ask for like a million times and beat about the bush. And when I finally burst and tell them off for not answering my question, they ask," Huh? What you ask?" SERIOUSLY? I ASK THE SAME OLD QUESTION FOR LIKE A MILLION TIMES AND YOU ASK ME WHAT I HAD ASK? SERIOUSLY? A simple question. "Why?", I asked. And you didn't even know how to answer that. Sometimes I wonder whether is it me or is it everybody. Not knowing how to answer a simple question. I'm quite sure I'm not at fault for that.

2010-08-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

I'm currently making a VERY feeble attempt to update my blog. Cos people have been asking me to. Even my sister, who doesn't even read my blog, asked me why I don't update it anymore.

Well..... I was addicted to Tumblr. WAS. The last time I entered tumblr was like..... I don't know. A million years? I'm so afraid to look at the updates cos I follow TOO many people. Great right? I know.

Anyways, watched white collar and Vampire Diaries already. And Shima's jealous that I watched White Collar already. I don't why. AND VAMPIRE DIARIES ROCKS MAN! The casts are ALOT better looking that those in Twilight, the storyline is also alot better. That's maybe cos I prefer TV series. But whatever. IT'S REAL GREAT. I downloaded How I Met Your Mother season 1 already. Watching tonight! Watched Diary of a Wimpy Kid. Like FINALLY! I know. But GOD DAMMIT! IT'S ULTIMATELY NEGATIVELY INDESCRIBABLE! For all I know, I fell asleep during the show. So, you know what I mean.

I'm SOOOOO SUPER sad that he's not talking to me. I know everyone asked me to talk to him. But wouldn't it be weird, considering how he and his group don't really like me? I don't know. I'm so afraid he will delete and block me off his facebook after I send him a message. BUT! FOR THE RECORD, I DO NOT LIKE HIM! But I still don't understand WHY! WHY PEOPLE SAY HE'S UGLY! Or okay looking. HE'S SOOOOO HANDSOME! Even my sister likes his mouth! But she didn't think he was handsome. But, I DON'T CARE! HE'S HANDSOME! ULTIMATE HANDSOMENESS!

I DO NOT LOOK LIKE THIS CARTOON! NO WAY!

2010-07-21T14:53:00.001+08:00

OH EM GEE! I'M GOING TO BUY TOTO! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! LET ME WIN! GAHHH! I know this is stupid. Whatever. JUST LET ME WIN. Hais. Yeahs. I wish. BUT STILL, LET THAT LITTLE TINY BIT OF HOPE LINGER IN ME.

2010-07-20T18:14:00.003+08:00

SNSD's My friend, Haechi! SOOOO CUTE LA! Sarah! I put this link here for you. Cos uh, damn difficult to find. Wonderfulgeneration also have la. But then can't download. It's not the full version though. Hais. I hope they will come out the new version la.

SNSD-My Friend, Haechi

I'm addicted to Seohyun's solo. I'm totally shocked at how strong her voice is unlike her norm.

I'm only updating cos it's practically dead. So.... BLAH BLAH BLAH. I'm too tired to complain about stuff already. Cos I complained about it way too much. Even my heart is tired.

Finally watched Karate Kid, Killers and Nanny McPhee. Going to watch date night tonight. I want to watch Knight and Day eh, but Funshion one is like use camcorder and take one. HAIS!

2010-07-08T10:29:00.004+08:00

Watch how many times, cry how many times.

A BOTAK KANGIN IS THE MOST HANDSOME GUY ANYONE CAN FIND!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS SOOOO SWEET!!!

2010-06-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

To the bitch who lied just not long ago,

Why is it that you always have to resort to these ways? Why is it that you are always snatching stuff away from me? Are you jealous? If you are, then snatch it in the broad day light! Almost most times when you manipulated, YOU FAILED UNGLAM-LY WITHOUT YOURSELF KNOWING!

Were you jealous that I was bold enough to let people know which guys I thought were cute and handsome? If you were, WAS THAT WHY YOU WERE ALWAYS TRYING TO SNATCH WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS YOURS IN A VERY UNGLAM MANNER?

So now, are you jealous that some people can open up to me instead of you? And, again, if you are, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LIE ABOUT STUFF YOU SAID AND DIDN'T SAY?

Sadly, for you of course, those many times you manipulated, were not successful! You know why? Cos, we knew your pattern since last time! And, obviously, we ensured each other of everything so misunderstandings between us can be cleared easily! That's the whole point of being straightforward anyways.

With disappointment,

Anabelle Sin

To the guy whom I currently pity,

I'm not surprised at the amount of time you took to start getting irritated by someone. Cos many took that amount of time, including me, of course!

Though I sympathize with you, I'm happy cos you didn't heed my advice the last time! SERVE YOU FUCKING RIGHT!

With happiness,

Anabelle Sin

MORAL OF THE STORY:

What's yours, is yours. What's not, is not. Don't fight for what's not yours. Because, if it's yours, it will come to you naturally. No point fighting!

2010-06-30T18:40:00.002+08:00

WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF ME WORKING WHEN I FUCKING HELL DON'T GET CONTROL OF MY OWN PAY AND HOW I USE IT?!?!?!?!!?!? FUCKER!!!!!!!

I WORK COS I HAVE GOT ZERO FREEDOM AT HOME! BUT YOU FUCKING HELL BLAME ME FOR WORKING AND NEGLECTING SCHOOL! BLAME YOUR FUCKING SELF MAN! NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU HAVE GIVEN ME MY FREEDOM WHICH EVERY SINGLE HUMAN DESERVE!

I'M FUCKING HELL CHANGING THE BANK ACCOUNT THAT MY SALARY IS GOING INTO! AND I'M FUCKING HELL NOT TELLING YOU! KNNCCB!!!!!!!!

I'm not even blaming that much on the fact that you don't even let me have control of my bank account! THAT, I UNDERSTAND! BUT FUCKING ASSHOLE? YOU GIVE ME MY SALARY LATE, AND YOU STILL CAN FUCKING HELL TELL ME YOU ARE GIVING ME 100 PER WEEK? SERIOUSLY?

IF YOU FUCKING HELL LET ME HAVE THE CONTROL OVER THE BANK ACCOUNT, I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO WAIT FOR YOU TO BE FREE TO WITHDRAW MY SALARY, FUCKER!

2010-06-21T13:18:00.006+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO SARAH LEY PASSING HER DRIVING!

I'm only happy for her cos I hope she will get a car soon and drive me around! BAHS!

2010-06-15T11:30:00.004+08:00

I work so I can spend less time in that freedomless home. Now, you want me to quit my job, wake up at 8 every morning, and leave my door unlocked when I'm inside my room. You blame me for working. Why don't you blame yourself for giving me so little freedom, thus causing myself to find a job?

If you have decided to not meet me, at least have the tendency to tell me. Or even better, answer my calls and reply my texts. Don't leave me hanging there, not knowing what to do. THAT'S THE MINIMUM RESPECT EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE!

She's out of my league ROCKS! But the guy really damn ugly la! BTH! But the show damn funny. BAHS.

Dl-ed Glee. GOING TO WATCH IT SOON!

2010-06-08T21:07:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I really wish and hope that my current life is just a dream. I'd be able to wake up from this negatively indescribable dream to a heartwarming reality.

I made a mistake. Regretting only after the I'd realise no more chance would be given to me anymore.

Depression is a state of low mood and aversion to activity. A depressed person will experience or display some of the following:^[1]

Persistent sadness, anxiety or feelings of emptiness
Feelings of hopelessness, helplessness and/or pessimism.
Feelings of worthlessness or guilt
Contemplating suicide or suicide attempt
Problems concentrating, remembering details and making decisions
Fatigue and loss of energy
Persistent aches, pains or digestive problems that are resistant to treatment
Irritability or restlessness
Insomnia, waking early, or excessive sleeping
Overeating, or appetite loss
Loss of interest in activities that once were pleasurable (e.g., hobbies, sex, social activities, etc.)

For a discussion of mental illnesses featuring depression see mood disorder, adjustment disorder and borderline personality disorder.

Let's just say, those symptoms shown above that are bold are what I used to feel and am currently feeling now.

I'm quite sure I used to suffer from depression, from the symptoms I deduce. I think I'm suffering from depression again. But you know how you won't suffer from mental illness if you yourself think you are? Right. Don't understand. But I don't know.

Every time I hear the word "doctor", my heart flinch. I see a doctor, my heart flinch too. But considering how my heart has to flinch everyday cos 1) my dad is a doctor and 2) mommy keeps saying the word "doctor".

I'm done with Bones, Heroes, the Mentalist and Fringe. Left Gossip Girl and Glee and Lie To Me.

Do you think I'd still be alive by then? In time to watch my shows?

2010-05-22T10:49:00.002+08:00

I'M ADDICTED TO CABI SONG! [[[[:

http://info.singtel.com/galaxys/?utm_source=Google&utm_medium=CPC&utm_campaign=singte

SUPER JUNIOR TICKETS!!!!!! BUT MUST BY THE PHONE!!!! AHHHHHS!!!! WHY?????

10 MORE MINUTES and I'm supposed to go and bathe. Then go to work. AHHHHS!

2010-05-21T16:41:00.003+08:00

Hi! My name is Lucy. I'm a prostitute from indescribableprostitution. I got my degree of prostitution when I was 17. I graduated from indescribableschool. BAHS! LAME! Whatever. Peiyun help me wear make up. LOOK LIKE WHORE RIGHT? GAHS! PLUS THAT HAIR BAND! HAHS! I always look like an ugly whore when I wear make up. Don't ask. THANKS THOUGH!

LOVES HEECHUL!!!!!
Ryeowook is one of my fave too! HE SINGS VERY WELL!

No KANGIN but Sungmin is still there! HE'S MY SECOND FAVE! HE LOOOOOVES CATS TOO! [:

AWWWW. So sweet right? I still don't like 2pm.

SUJU!!!! 2pm worldcup song SUCK LA! Not nice one! Really!

OMG!!!!! 3D LEHS! IMAGINE YOU SEE KANGIN RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU!!!! AHHHS! But no Kangin. Whatever. STILL WOWWWWOWOWOWO!

Hais. Oh!My lady finish so long ago, but until now I still don't feel like watching.

BUT!!!! FRINGE SEASON 2 AND BONES SEASON 5 IS DONE! SO GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3! AND THE MENTALIST SEASON 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shima! I know you want Fringe and GG. But Fringe first okay? I'm more interested in Fringe's story. BUT HILARY DUFF IN GG!!! CAN'T WAIT! After Fringe shall be the mentalist. Then GG. COS ROXANE DOESN'T WATCH BONES! BONES ROCKS TTFC LA!

Jessica said,

I originally wanted to get married when I was 23.The reason was because I saw Han Gain getting married when she was 23 and it looked so beautiful. However, when I realized that I'm only 22 getting married now seems too early so I'm putting it on hold until I'm 26. I'm still unfamiliar with the whole process of getting pregnant and giving birth. Also thinking about the pain of giving birth to a child makes me a bit scared

GOD! CAN SHE EVER BE CUTER? SO CUTE LA! So sad she has to leave HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I can't see her!

MUST EAT POTATO CHIPS! GOOD FOR HEALTH!

Got to go watch my Fringe!!!! AND OH OH OH! I SAW .................. HAPPY! HANDSOME.

2010-05-15T08:33:00.004+08:00

Slideshow for the pics from SDC. Had problems uploading on to facebook. BAHS! I'm only picking some to put here. So, if you want to see ALL the pics, can either see it in the slideshow or click here.

Shawn's lollipop on her hair. EEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Dedicated to ...............

The person I want to hug before I die! BAHS!

The two DonKeyKongs. DKK.

ME LIKES THIS PICTURE MANY MANY! [[[[:

Class photo without few people.

See the duck? BAHS! Insiders' joke.

Fierce mehs? I think I look like a nice person lehs! HAHS! JOKING.

I'm still the botak.

She looks like frog.

Meet my new boyfriend, GEORGE THE ROBOT. If that's his name.

Please ignore the PDA behind me.

2010-05-14T12:26:00.003+08:00

Hmmmms. Apparently, even if I start school at one, I wouldn't have the time to upload pictures. AAAAHS WELL. I will when I feel like it, which is never. BAHS! I'm waiting for class to start. Mommy bought new bag for me. BAHS! SARAH'S JEALOUS!

2010-05-12T21:44:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, let's look at this FABEAUTIFUL VIDEO! THEIR DANCE STEPS! LOOK AT THEM! No wonder Eeteuk hurt his ankle during practice. AHHHHHS! Faints. BUT NO KANGIN! If I'm good at photoshop, I would have photoshop him into the poster.

Anyways, had excursion today! YES! EXCURSION! FIRST TIME IN POLY! Bahs! Hahahahas! We went to Singapore Discovery Centre. Took lots and lots of photos. I was in dilemma about uploading them. BUT! HECK CARE! After Shima's reasonings here and there, I'm going to upload them anyways.

Be prepared for photo spam tml. Well. Obviously plus some old, super old pics. Like at Marina Barrage. Cos Shima still hasn't have those yet. SUFIAN! WHAT YOU DOING? Don't feel like uploading them today. BAHS!

I start school at 1pm tml anyways. LOTS OF TIME! BAHS!

I really hate some super irritating woman who thinks she's such big fuck and all! Has to have everything goes her way. Has brought inconvenience to others. Care fuck shit about other people! SUCKER! STILL DARE TO FUCKING TAKE MY SWEET! I know. Just a sweet. OHS WELL! SHE DOESN'T EVEN BOTHER ABOUT OTHER'S, SO TO TALK ABOUT ONE SWEET, I'M ACTUALLY A FUCKING NICE PERSON ALREADY. Seriously. It's not even her own class. And she thinks she's one of them. She thinks she is the best. She thinks she rules! FUCK HER LA! KNN! She doesn't even realise how so many people in JUST ONE CLASS is hating her like nobody's business.

Another woman, also from her class. BUT GOD! I HAVE TO WORK WITH HER! So well, let me just hold on to this anger till I'm done with it! Don't come telling me you want to work with me on the first day when you are going to ditch me! Seriously! I HATE FUCKING BITCHES LIKE YOU! People think for you, afraid that you would be all alone if I go to another group. BUT YOU FUCKING DITCH PEOPLE LIKE THAT! No wonder Sarah says you are fucking irritating. I should have listen to her and fuck care you! I'M HOPING I WILL BE ABLE TO CHANGE GROUP. Ohs. Right. I didn't hold on to that anger! INDESCRIBABLY UNBEARABLE!

I've always thought the word "indescribable" itself is an example of oxymoron.

I'm dl-ing kick ass. DAMMIT! LAPPIE GOING NO BATT. AND IT'S ONLY 69.8% at 92kb/s. SO SLOW RIGHT? IT WAS 221KB/s just now la! DAMMIT!

2010-05-10T19:44:00.003+08:00

Okays. I've been so busy that I've been totally out of the k-pop world. And now that I'm back, there are like so many many SM updates, like F(x) and Suju's new album and SNSD new activites. BAHS! That way's better. Cos I've been waiting for F(x) and Suju's album for so damn long. So after you don't bother about it, time pass faster.

Anywyas, you can just ignore this whole post. It's for me to easier find my fav videos next time. BAHS!

SNSD'S lal la la. I have to say Seohyun's voice really become A LOT stronger. BUT JESSICA AND TAEYEON ARE STILL MY FAV!

Victoria and LeeJoon doing INCREDIBLE stuff.

SUJU'S NEW TRACK! GOD! I'M FAINTING! I ALMOST FAINTED LISTENING TO IT! Just without KangIn. That's so sad. REALLY SAD! Cry. ANGRY!

Family Outing morning warm up! WITH YOONA AND FANY AND HEECHUL!

He never stops doing that action of Run Devil Run. He just loves that.

Kara! And I'm only going WOW! because of Seungyeon. BAHS!

LISTEN TO TIFFANY'S STRONG STRONG VOICE! I'm starting to not not like her that much. YEAHS. NOT NOT. So means, I'm starting to like her more! BAHS!

Sunny and Fany singing Bo Beep Bo Beep. SO CUTE RIGHT? Yeahs! I know.

AND SUNNY SINGING TROT. She's best at trot singing man!

SNSD goodbye stage. Love that kind of purple they are wearing.

Once one of them is not there, it looks like SNSD has SOOOO little people.

Taeyeon's midnight sun. LOOOVES.

Ohs! And there is a fight between SONES and ELFS. Seriously? Under same company also want to fight! You see got so many problems, means other people from other fanclub make one la! Where got people want to hurt the sister or brother fanclub one? GOD!

Suju's comeback teaser. A little scary.

2010-05-03T11:20:00.004+08:00

EBAPJ FINALLY DONE! Okays. Everybody's sick. It's like the sick period or something. Whatever. I just realised that the last time I updated my blog was last Monday. Don't have the time to do it.

I know I irritated lots of people with this topic. BUT SERIOUSLY? HOW CAN I DO SOMETHING WITH SOMEONE WHO HATES ME?! Thanks for letting me know you hate me. Whatever.

Actually, I'm very very the tom-boy and not feminine and unglam. But some girls really really really let me feel that I'm actually more feminine than her.

Actually, I'm very very very the act. But some girls really really really let me feel that I'm so real. WHATEVER. No. The me being very act is not real. Just trying to express how act some girls can be. If cannot wear heels, then don't wear heels lahs! GOD! Totally look like an ugly bimbo. OXYMORON. I know. Whatever.

Work's been full of politics. I don't get why that is. But it is that way. Backstabbings and all. Whatever. I feel unsafe. I might get backstabbed soon. Or maybe I already was, just not knowing that's all.

TO END THIS, cos I have to go for my lesson at level 5. ANGRY! Anyways, SERIOUSLY, HOW AM I SUPPOSE WORK WITH YOU WHEN YOU HATE ME SO MUCH? I'm seriously tempted to just go up to him and ask him. But I don't have solid proof, that is.

2010-05-03T11:20:00.003+08:00

DAMMIT! I'M ALONE! AGAIN!

Work's been great. Well. Except for the fact that Aidil will call me xiao zhu or budak kecil and Spervisor will call me SIN BI CHENG or "eh! girl!". AND THE ARE THE ONLY PEOPLE THERE WHO KNOWS HOW TO PRONOUNCE MY NAME! The LADIES over there calls me xiao mei, cos they say my name is soooo hard to pronounce. I'm already like, what? 18? But they still call me xiao mei! ]]]:

When you are young, they call you xiao mei. When you grow old, they will call you auntie! WHY IS THERE NO MIDDLE?!!?!!? Whereby, names are being called instead?

Anyways, Aidil took off yesterday cos it was his birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WAS BORED TO DEATH! No him, no jokes, no laughter, only boredom.

Ohs! Whatever. Other than those stuff, nothing's bad. Everybody has bad sales day. BUT I HAVE IT WAY TOO EARLY! Bahs! And, except for 1! This exception, IS REAL BAD! Hmmms. I shall update my semi-private blog later. Cos apparently, I was caught working at Tangs. Ohs! Bahs! GAHS! Kill me!

Had rough week with family. Don't even ask. I'm so pissed. Even my maid doesn't want to clean that bunch of hair around my bed and on top of the drain in my cubicle! I'm so PISSED! I'm quite sure she purposely didn't want to iron my FAVOURITE jeans for me too! GAHHHHS! Angry! Luckily the other one, this week, MOOD SO SUPER DAMN GOOD! I also don't know why. Maybe father gave one bonus, and the other don't have.

This morning, around 9.20am, my paternal grandfather called. Fat sis answered. Grandpa asked for father. Sis said he was asleep. GRANDPA SAID," HUH? SO LATE STILL SLEEPING?!" In chinese la. SEE! RETRIBUTION! EVERYTIME WAKE ME UP SO EARLY! NOW GET SCOLDING FROM YOUR OWN FATHER! BAHS! ORH BEE GOOD!

2010-04-28T16:26:00.005+08:00

HAPPY. SMILE!

Okays. That was a few minutes ago. Now I'm scared. The LIGHTNING IS SUPER SCARY LA!

You know what's stupid? I totally stopped watching Heroes at whichever episode thinking there are more episodes after that long break ALL TV series in US have when I already have ALL 18 episodes! DAMMIT LA! Now I have to rewatch the whole of season 4.

Now, all I have to do is wait for:

Fringe S2[ENDING ON MAY 20th! GOD!],

Bones S5[WHICH IS ALSO ENDING THE SAME DAY AS FRINGE!],

Gossip Girl S3[WHICH IS GOING TO END ON MAY 17! CAN'T WAIT!],

and Glee S1[Which will end at June! SOOOO LONG!]

AND AND AND!!!!!!

Lie To Me S2[hais. This will end at July la!!! SOOOOO LONG!!!!]

I do realise that most of the shows are from Fox. Oh well. I'm hoping, REALLY HOPING, that they will continue Doll House. But they didn't. That's so sad! It's a very nice drama. Even Shima says so. I wonder why Fox ends Fringe and Bones on the same day. Hmmmmms. Can't they start/end one before the other so I can watch one of them first?

Anyways, I downloaded Harry Potter and the..... well. That last show they cinema-ed. And how to train your dragon. AND BOUNTY HUNTER! LIKE FINALLY RIGHT??? I KNOW!!!!! Harry Potter is way too slow la. Now then I watch. BAHS! Ohs! And Avatar. But I'm not really excited to watch that. So, whatever. I shall watch Harry Potter first, then bounty hunter[JENNIFER ANISTON!!!!!!!], then how to train your dragon.

BYE! I WANT TO SHIT cos I hate too much Läkerol! BYE BYE BYE!!!!!

GOD! Kibum used to be so playful! WHAT TALA HAPPENED TO HIM? Why is he so quiet now? The way Yoona laugh is still the same.

2010-04-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

You know? Seriously? I DIDN'T WANT TO COMPLAIN TODAY! BUT FUCKING ASSHOLE!

You said, if I want to work, fine! I have to do ALL my homework, even till twelve midnight! NOW, IM FUCKING DOING MY HOMEWORK AND YOU ARE COMPLAINING THAT I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND I'M NOT SLEEPING! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?! DAMMIT!

YOU STILL DARE TO ASK WHY I WHOLE DAY NEVER DO MY HOMEWORK! LAST MINUTE THEN DO?!?!?!?! FUCKING HELL YOU! PEOPLE NO NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL IS IT?! YOU DUMB FUCK OR WHAT?

I didn't want to blog because I didn't have the time. I have to finish up my this 5% EBA thing by TOMORROW!

BUT SOME FUCKING ASSHOLE, THINK HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN STAY UP UNTIL SO LATE, MADE ME BOIL!

WASTE MY TIME TO GET ANGRY ONLY! FUCKER!

If you think my whole life is yours, why did you even sent your sperms into Mommy's womb? GET A FUCKING ROBOT MAN!

I'm no one's robot! I do what I want! I have my own freedom! So, screw you, if you think I'm going to live any of your life! COS, I'M LIVING MINE!

2010-04-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

GOD! DAMMIT! SOMEONE PLEASE JUST TELL MY FUCKING OBSTINATE MOTHER THAT BY REUSING THE PLASTIC BOTTLES, YOU WILL FUCKING INCREASE THE RISK OF GETTING CANCER! She just doesn't get it! And we were talking about PLASTIC BOTTLES! And then she talk about PORK!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK?! She said that the person who say cannot eat pork is a muslim! WHAT THE FUCK! KNN! YOU SAYING YOUR SISTER-IN-LAW IS A MUSLIM? YOU SAYING YOUR NIECE AND NEPHEW ARE MUSLIMS? SERIOUSLY! You eat pork, that's your problem! I DON'T EAT PORK, THAT'S MINE!

You know, the reasons why there are wars all over the world, is cos of people like her! She totally wants, needs, has to have EVERYBODY to follow her believes and opinions. If you don't, she sure has that energy to nag at you till you will.

I don't even see the problem with myself not eating pork.
Pros of not eating pork:

I totally save my maid the hassle of cooking pork. [Just that now, she has to go through the hassle just to cook another meal of chicken or ingredient-less meal for me COS FUCKING HELL OBSTINATE MOTHER WANTS TO EAT PORK!]
I'm saving the pig/PIGS lives. [Just that, obviously, it wouldn't make any difference]
While you drink pork soup, you might accidentally suck the pig's nose.[That was totally a joke made out by my friend.]

Imagine sucking this! DAMMIT MAN!

Seriously. All these pigs die. FOR WHAT? JUST TO ALLOW HUMANS ENJOY THEIR PORKFUL MEAL? Whatever. There are definitely more pros than listed above out there somewhere. Just for me, personally, those are the reasons I can give as an excuse to give my CARNIVOROUS mother.

I totally cried at this video! The pig totally knew what was coming! God! And the comments are like:

Looks like some people are forgetting that in nature when animals hunt other animals they tear them into pieces while the animal still alive.Ever seen the 30 lions killing the adult elephant here.That's torture but somehow they call it nature.But if we humans kill an animal with a knife they call it barbaric!Those fuckers need to shut the fuck up and go fuck their moms.Yes I believe we should find the most humane way to kill animals but what more do u expect from these people in this video ?

Seriously! Lions are carnivorous! They can't choose! BUT WE, HUMANS, CAN CHOOSE! WE CAN TOTALLY BE VEGETARIAN! But no! We chose to be omnivorous! Fine! I eat chicken. I RARELY EAT THEM! At least I don't eat beef, mutton or pork!

I'm not going to see how chicken is slaughtered. Cos I remembered the last time I watch it, it took me years to forget how it's slaughtered and start eating chicken again.

2010-04-22T19:59:00.004+08:00

In the morning, around 9++ 10am........
Malyn: Today no school uh?

Anabelle: Got!

Malyn: HUH! THEN WHY YOU STILL HERE?!

Anabelle: Wait la! I today 1 then start school lehs!

Malyn: Aaaaahs.

Anabelle: I will leave house at 11.59am so I will get 7 bucks.

At noon, 1220.........

Malyn: So only got 5 bucks. HAHAHA!

Anabelle: QI SI WO!!

Malyn: HAHAHA! I remember what you say this morning uh! TOO BAD!

For those who don't know, I get my allowance daily. Well, not for now. Cos last month, I already asked for my future allowance. SO SAD! Anyways, if I leave house before 12pm, I will get 7 bucks that day. However, if I leave after that, I will only get 5 bucks. PATHETIC RIGHT???? ]:

Took seventy to school today! DAMMIT! I SHOULD HAVE GOT OFF SEVENTY AND TAKE SEVENTY TWO! Cos I was already late. In the end, I was still late fore my lecture. By two minutes after the grace period.

Scene at MacDonalds, NYP:

Shima: I want go buy waffles.

Anabelle: Go buy. Cheebye la go buy.

Shima smacks Anabelle HARD on her poor fats.

Anabelle: Smack my mother la! She teach me one lehs!

Shima smacks Anabelle's fats, in skin disguise.

Anabelle: WA LAO! DAMN PAIN LEHS! Told you to smack my mother la!

Hahahahas! Mommy only say that cos she was pissed with us speaking broken English. We always say 'go buy'. Sounds alright to me uh! So I don't care. HUAK!

Took 72 then 43 today. AND DAMMIT! GOT TWO THAILAND STUDENT SIT IN FRONT OF ME! Those people who saw my faces thought I was dying la! Cos I totally didn't want to breathe. I held my breath for as long as I could. And once I couldn't take it, I breathed with my hands covering my nose. Luckily only got 2 bus stops. God! Imagine yourself breathing in the Thais carbon dioxide. EW!

Right. Nobody thinks like that. BUT STILL! It's disgusting la!

My breath smells.

2010-04-22T10:17:00.004+08:00

Right. I totally yawn when I saw this pic.

I start school at 1pm and I kept waking up. Woke up at 3++ am, 7++am, 9++am. I don't why either.

GOD! IT'S ALREADY THURSDAY! Tomorrow is friday, AND THE DAY AFTER IS SATURDAY! WORK AGAIN! SO FAST!

You know, sometimes, don't think too much. COS WHENEVER YOU THINK TOO MUCH, YOU WILL BE THE ONE WHO'S EMBARRASSED! You think what you want to think. You think people like you. You think you are famous. You think you are great. You think you are the world's everything. SERIOUSLY. YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A PIECE OF SHIT!

I have enough of your nonsense. You and your friends are shits and more shits.

My family problem, is none of your business. I can choose to insult whoever I want, whenever I want on my blog. Those who offend me, WILL DEFINITELY DESERVE HARSH INSULTS. Whether they are my parents or not, IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. Cos you don't understand a single shit. YOU THINK YOU ARE MATURE! BUT YOU ARE WAY MORE IMMATURE THAN I AM!

Like you, you've pretty much offended me. In my way, at least. So you think, just cos you are handsome and famous, I WON'T DARE TO SCOLD YOU ON MY BLOG? I SCOLD YOU ON MY BLOG, COS I FUCKING KNOW YOU READ MY BLOG! And I don't even want to listen to your voice, or see your name. NOT TO MENTION, SEE YOUR FACE! And besides, I'M NOT EVEN IN YOUR SCHOOL! COME ON! SO WHETHER YOU ARE FUCKING FAMOUS IN SCHOOL OR NOT, IN MY SCHOOL, YOU ARE NOTHING!

God dammit! I'm wondering why people are getting onto my nerves. I SHOULD HAVE JUST HANGED UP WHEN I SEE ANONYMOUS ON MY CALLER ID! But I was afraid that it was my father! DAMMIT! BOTH, ALSO I DON'T WANT TO SEE OR TALK TO! Both also think that they are great. Both also think that they themselves are important in other people's life!

GUYS ARE ALL NARCISSISTIC!

2010-04-21T15:37:00.004+08:00

HAHAHHAHAS! I WANT TO WATCH THIS! So funny la!

Had NE today. Well. I still think the teacher looks like someone. Thus, causing me to think that he IS tikopeh! BAHS! Not to mention, HE FAILED MY ITIPJ! Please ignore the fact that I was the one who asked him to fail me.

GOD!!!!!!!!!! SUJU'S 4TH ALBUM ONLY GOT 11 PEOPLE! NO KANGIN, NO KIBUM! DAMMIT DAMMIT! I don't really care if that Hankyung is there.

I really really really really really don't like Taecyeon. Without Jaebeom, 2pm is really not up there la! ESPECIALLY WITH SOMEONE LIKE TAECYEON! GOD! He's so act! bth.

2010-04-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

★Bonjour!

Early in the morning, father told me he didn't want me to work while I'm studying! NBKNN! I ONLY WORKED FOR TWO DAYS! TWO FUCKING DAYS! BESIDES, SEVEN BUCKS PER DAY! NOT EVEN ENOUGH TO BUY MY OWN BUTT LA! NB! How do you fucking expect me to survive on that?!?!?!?!?! I know nowadays, business not good. You are the only one working. YADA YADA YADA. THAT'S WHY I FUCKING HELL DIDN'T ASK YOU FOR EXTRA MONEY RIGHT?!?!?!? DAMMIT! COME ON LA! Be fucking reasonable man! I'm only working on the weekends! It's not like as if there's school on those days! AND IF NOT BECAUSE YOU FUCKING HELL WANT ME TO BE STUDYING, I'M ALREADY FUCKING WORKING FULL TIME, ASSHOLE! YOU BLOODY HELL HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO GIVE YOUR FUCKING GOLD DIGGER MISTRESS BUT YOU HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY TO GIVE YOUR FAMILY! I know it's the past! But if for that SIX BLOODY YEARS, YOU DID NOT FUCKING GIVE ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS PER MONTH TO THAT WOMAN, YOU NOW HAVE LIKE 7,200 BUCKS TO GIVE ME! THAT DOESN'T EVEN INCLUDE THOSE YOU SPENT ON THOSE FUCKING AIR TICKETS TO CHINA SO YOU BOTH DON'T HAVE TO FACE YOUR OWN FAMILY IN SINGAPORE! DAMMIT, YOU ASSHOLE! So, get this right! YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHTS TO TELL ME YOU DON'T WANT ME TO WORK!

And then, like as if that brouhaha wasn't bad enough, when I went down to eat my CHEE CHONG FAN, DAMMIT! MOMMY FIND TROUBLE WITH ME! KNN! I only slipped and fell, and hit the table, thus, causing the whole table to move. BUT DAMMIT! I SAID SORRY! AND SHE SAY WHY I PURPOSELY DID THAT WHEN I KNOW I CAN SPOIL THE TABLE! DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT! COME ON MAN! YOU MEAN YOU FUCKING HELL KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO FALL? IF THAT'S THE CASE, THERE WON'T BE, NEVER BE, ACCIDENTS! Just this small thing, you want to find trouble with me! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN!? You can have a bad day, okay? I get it! BUT I CAN HAVE MINE TOO! ESPECIALLY WHEN MY DAY WAS RUINED BY YOUR HUSBAND, a.k.a THE GUY-WHO-HAS-AFFAIR-BUT-CLAIMED-TO-LOVE-YOU-ONLY! DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT! WAKE UP MAN! I DON'T KNOW WHETHER YOU BELIEVED THAT! BUT I KNOW YOU DEFINITELY DID IT FOR MONEY! YOU WANT MONEY! You claimed that you sacrificed yourself for the family. BUT WHICH HERO/HEROIN WILL FUCKING GO AROUND BOASTING ABOUT THE SACRIFICES HE/SHE MADE?! I ONLY FUCKING HELL ATE ONE MOUTH OF MY CHEE CHONG FAN, AND SHE STARTED SCOLDING ME! SO I WALKED OUT ON HER! AND SHE SAY FUCKED UP ATTITUDE! HELLO?! EXCUSE ME!? WHO'S THE ONE WHO HAS FUCKED UP ATTITUDE? YOU ARE THE ONE! I'M THE ONE WHO'S BE FUCKED UP BY YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND! BEAR THAT IN MIND!

So after those stupid idiotic moronic brouhahas, I called June. Cos I ran out of the house crying. GOD! I DIDN'T BRING TISSUES! MY MAKE UP! Might as well just rain on me and wash all my wake up away! DAMMIT MAN! So I called her for tissue. THANKS JUNE.

I tried Snickers today. I NEVER KNEW IT'S SO NICE LA! I'm not a fan of chocolates and nuts. But that was awesome. Not awesome enough for me to get addicted though. As soon as I reached the second packet of snickers, I was sick of it already. But I never knew it's so nice la.

When I reached home, mommy apologised. Well. Apology accepted. She talked to father about the working thing. Father said I have to do ALL my homework during weekdays. Cos mommy said I also don't do anything on sat and sun. SO! PEOPLE! YOU KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH! Do you think I will do the homeworks? BAHS!

Au revoir. ★

2010-04-19T18:02:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!!!!!!!!! Belated, actually. So pretty right?

Anabelle's Daily Virgo Horoscope

Starting today, although the overall focus has to do with work, the emphasis is on enjoyment and planning for the future, Virgo. This is a situation where you'v...

Your Full Horoscope:View Now

Compatibility:Cancer

Mood:Helpful

Lucky Color:Red

Lucky Number:12

Lucky Time Of Day:10am

Above, is Saturday's one. It's so damn true la.

You may be reviewing some difficulties with coworkers or on the job front today, Virgo, but there could very well be a solution at hand. You could have a really unique idea that inspires you to try something new, but you have to be careful right now. You idea may consume more of your time and resources than you realize, and this is precious time you need to put your ideas to work. You can find luck in the midst of difficulty today. Thinking about something is not the same as doing it.

Compatibility: Taurus
Mood: Annoyed
Your Daily Lucky Color: Green
Lucky Number: 47
Lucky Time of Day: 12pm

And this is Sunday's one.

Sometimes, people try to prove that horoscopes are not true and stuff. But sometimes, you've got no choice but to believe they are most of the time accurate.

Dear Anabelle Sin, you have drawn your house. Here is the analysis:
웃 : You are sensitive and indecisive at times.(Very true)
웃 : You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives,
웃 : you make the most out of it.
웃 : You are talkative and sociable.(Very true, the talkative part anyways.)
웃 : Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.(Very true)
웃 : Your life is always full of changes.
웃 : You will avoid being alone,and seek the company of others whenever possible.(Very true! SUPER TRUE! TRUE TTM!)
웃 : You love excitement and create it wherever you go.
웃 : You are an ordinary and down-to-earth person.(down-to-earth? Are you sure? I always meet "my friend" lehs!)
웃 : You are also tough and will meet success in important issues,
웃 : without many difficulties.
웃 : You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
웃 : You added a flower into your drawing.
웃 : The flower signifies that you long for love.
웃 : It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt.(Yeahs right! Right my ass uh!)
웃 : You don't think much about yourself.(Don't think so. I'm a very selfish person)

This application on fb like to PAI MA PI!

Wahs laos ehs! This MV. That guy totally look like the I-think-handsome-but-others-think-ugly guy. HE VERY POOR THING LEHS, the guy in the MV I mean. By the way, I saw him today. The I-think-handsome-but-others-think-ugly guy. So handsome lohs! Whatever. Others got no taste.

Psychology test.
Dear Anabelle Sin, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:
You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...: See more (Sure or not? I don't have that many friends, you know. And I don't party.)
You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.: See more (Sure or not? I every time show that I don't like a person lehs! SUPER OBVIOUS LA!)
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”: See more
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!: See more (Sure or not? I every time think already won't do lehs.)
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...: See more (Sure or not? I'm double the size of a normal girl la.)
You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.: See more (Sure or not? I every time wear until so lok pok!)
You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!: See more
More Details: Click Here (Sure or not? I rely on people a lot, you know. And no. I won't sail in the dangerous ocean. Even for money. Rather stay at home and shake leg!)

For Anabelle Sin who have zodiac Virgo, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners: Taurus, Capricorn
Nearly Perfect Partners: Cancer, Scorpio
Like Minded Souls: Virgo
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Aries, Aquarius
Learn From Your Differences: Leo, Libra
Not Your Destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius
Astrological Hell: Pisces
More Details: Click Here

hmmmmmmms. So who's Pisces? Come find me eh! I want to see whether we will be friends or foes. MUAHAHAHHAHAHS! I know I'm very super evil. Who's Taurus or Capricorn? If don't like me, don't come near me uh. If not later I fall in love with you. WAKAKAKAKKAS! SARAH!!!!!!!!!! I JUST REMEMBERED YOU ARE CAPRICORN! I think. If you are, DON'T TALK TO ME! I don't want to be lesbian!

I wonder whether those are true. I WONDER WHETHER I WILL GET MARRIED TO START WITH OR NOT! Don't ask me why I'm so addicted to all the quizzes on fb today. Just felt like doing.

2010-04-19T11:49:00.002+08:00

MUAHHHAHHAHAHHAHS! 100% lehs!!!!!!

Dammit. Shima keep showing me cupcakes. And she don't even want to make fore me. HUMPHS!

2010-04-19T08:12:00.002+08:00

Great! Just great! I'm supposed to have lesson at 8am today. GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!

Nah! You guessed wrong! I woke up! I managed to! BUT THEY FREAKING HELL TELL ME THAT IT'S CANCELLED. At least from what I heard though. Cos I just called Loh Moi Yong, SHE DIDN'T ANSWER!!!!DAMMIT! MY 100% ATTENDANCE! I was planning to keep it!

Anyways, SATURDAY! FIRST DAY OF WORK! AND GOD, DAMMIT! I forgot to bring my name tag, I forgot to spray my hair, AND I FORGOT ALSO TO WEAR MY CONTACT LENS! SEE SEE SEE! I really never ever hear of anyone who can forget their contact lens! DAMMIT!

Yesterday, which was Sunday, WAS KILLING ME! Luckily the supervisor not there. AND THE ....... PRODUCTS! GOD!!!!!!!! DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!! LOTS OF THEM ARE FROM THAILAND!!!!!!!! AND GOT THIS ANG MOH GUY, HE MAKE ME CARRY ALL THOSE THAILAND objects, THEN HE DIDN'T BUY A SINGLE ONE! I wonder how many of those things I have at home are from thailand. I never knew those things can be made from Thailand la! I was thinking more of like Malaysia or China. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT! I HAVE TO GO CHECK THEM!

Just two days, true colors can be shown. It's like a pot calling a kettle black. Tsk tsk tsk. The older you are, the more childish you are, is it? No one have prove that point wrong.

Okays! Off to school. BYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYYEYEYEYEYEYYEYEYE!

I still have to say this. Can't help it. Sorry. MY 100% ATTENDANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-16T12:08:00.002+08:00

I went for this orientation yesterday with PY. And this guy, when asked, why do you volunteer, he replied, "I'm single. I have a lot of love to give." MUAHAHHAHAHAHS! So funny.

I do not only have wrong sleeping habits. I have wrong eating habits too. I don't really feel like eating these few days. And when I eat, I puke. GOD! And yesterday, while I was brushing my teeth halfway, I puked. Then my basin kena stucked. And my maid don't want to clean for me. HOR! She asked me to ask the other one! But she wasn't at home la! Luckily today she good mood. Then she didn't scold me. OR NOT, I WILL BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!

I'm starting work tomorrow. Butterflies in my stomach. Lots of them. HOW?!?!?!!? VISIT ME HOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to be alone. The thought of it scares me. Still must take bus, then take train, then get stuck among the crowd. If only there was a car and a willing friend who will be nice enough to send me to and fro work and school. SARAH LEY!!!!! Aiyahs. But even if she had her license, she wouldn't wake up so early just to send me to school.

Talking about license, I lost the card that my father passed to me. The namecard of my supposed private driving tutor. GOD! I'm dead. Since that tutor is my father's patient, I supposed there is a discount hor? AIYAHS! QI SI WO! I don't know where is it.

I want to watch this! Cos there's Hilary Duff, of course. So pretty right? I know.

Muahahahhahahas! With Grace Potter's Tiny Light.

And my two favs. MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS! If only they could act in a movie together. And, I'm going to watch Greta, like finally. SEE YA!

2010-04-15T12:23:00.004+08:00

WHY?!?!?!?!??!!?!? WHY DID THEY HAVE TO CHANGE MY TIMETABLE?!?!?!?! I WAS HAPPY WITH IT!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO KILL!

Anyways, went to collect uniform yesterday. Sarah and PY accompanied me! THANKS A MILLION. Then went to K. Word of advice. Do not, I REPEAT, DO NOT, go karaoke with both of them. It's bad enough that Sarah can hit 3 octaves while I can't. STUPID PY! HER VOICE IS SO STRONG LAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!! Totally will bring your confidence down down down down down. Bring someone who sings worse than yourself if you really want to go with them.

I really don't want to admit that I have a big and fat ugly nose. But to have to close friends around me, harping about their own or other people's nose, I can't help but to look into the reflection of my own big nose whenever I look into the mirror. And when I tell them that my nose is big, they say it's not. GOSH! LOOK AT HAYDEN PANETTIERE'S NOSE!

Or Hilary Duff's

Or Jessica's

Or Taeyeon
Or GuiGui's!
LOOK AT THEIR! SO PETITE AND BEAUTIFUL! ALL OF MY IDOLS HAVE SMMMMAAAAALLLLLL NOSESSSSSSS!!!! EVEN KANGIN'S! MINE IS BIGGER THAN HISSSSSSSSSSSS LAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

His picture can brighten up one's day. HA! So I will end it here! HE'S SO HANDSOME RIGHT?! I know.

2010-04-13T16:53:00.006+08:00

I'm currently addicted to Tiny Light by Grace Potter and Your love's a drug by Leighton Meester. [:

Father is getting on my nerves! FUCK HIM LA! KNN! GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Causing all the brouhahas early in the morning! MY BEAUTY SLEEP!

If you want people to be nice to you, THEN FUCKING HELL BE NICE TO PEOPLE! Don't act like you've been a saint. Call me petty. But I just don't think I should respect you if you don't respect me. Cos you jolly well knew I don't like it. But you did it all the same.

I saw this story book. It's in Chinese. So I tried to read it. OH MY GOSH! I WAS WONDERING HOW I GOT A FREAKING B3 FOR MY CHINESE! Maybe is that story book to chim la hor? And that reminds me. The other time, I went for the job interview. They asked me to write my chinese name. WHAT THE FUCK LA! I FORGOT HOW TO WRITE! Then I call my sister, she didn't answer. And I don't dare ask mommy. Later she nag[cos she's been asking to change my chinese name, and that new name totally sounds like ARMPIT, if you ask me. I'd rather stick to my old name]. So I anyhow write. Like as if they need it. KNN. Made me feel like a fool. Anyways, I forgot I could checked my IC. So when I reached home and remembered, and checked, I THINK I WROTE WRONGLY! At least the first two was correct la.

And men who gossip should surrender their penises back to God. Real men make money not make up stories. Pussies. (sic)

Felicia said it. Actually she said something about females gossiping. So I'm not going to sic it. Cos I'm not going to insult myself.

2010-04-12T15:21:00.007+08:00

CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG TOTALLY ROCKS UH! Hyori is just so pretty.

Hyori's scandal, got this guy talking inside. SOUND TOTALLY LIKE KANGIN LA! But I'm quite sure it's not Kangin. BUT REALLY SOUND LIKE!! [:

I finished reading Harry Potter LIKE FINALLY! I totally stopped reading princess diaries cos Harry Potter was so interesting. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS.

Great. I'm feeling totally tired again. Hais. I should start changing my sleeping pattern.

SUJU IN PHILIPPINES FOR THEIR SUJU TOUR!!!!!! SUNGMIN BECOME SOOOO MAN!

AND KYUHYUN KISSED A LUCKY GIRL HAND!!!!!!

Sadly, no KangIn. ]:

Lee Pei Yun say he's not handsome! NB! HE HANDSOME LOHS! HANDSOME TTM! MOST HANDSOME IN THE WHOLE OF KOREA! I wanted to say whole world. But

Matt Lanter is more handsome than him. HAHAHHAHAS! KangIn is second in the whole world then.

This reminds me of SHIMA's cupcake. I feel like eating cupcake now.

SARAH LEY!!! DRAW THIS LEH! I LIKE THE STAR ON HER SKIRT! SOOOOOOO CUTE!

Hahhahhahahs. True true true.

I just received a letter from CDC asking me to take private. Telling me all the benefits if I take school lessons. I already chose private. Still can change mehs? Even if can change, ME NO WAN LA! They don't know how to be more environmental mehs? Cannot send email mehs? Send snail mail. TSK TSK TSK. Waste paper.

2010-04-11T16:27:00.008+08:00

SNSD'S new CF! For hair straightener. [: JESSICAAAAA.

Met PY yesterday. Hahahhahahahahhas. I super scared of her dog la! Scare the shit out of me. Wanted to meet Hazel too. But no chance. I have pics to put. But I'm afraid. So I merely copy and paste the code of this pic from PY's blog.

Sometimes I wonder whether he knows that I know about stuff that I'm not supposed to.

Their lyrics! GOSH!

Loves when they speak english. [:

2010-04-10T14:42:00.002+08:00

Have been sleeping whole day long ! From morning till evening , the more I sleep the more I feel tired , there an increase of carbon dioxide inside my body I guess. (sic)

ME TOOO!!!!!!!! I feel extremely lethargic. I've been reading Princess Diaries 7 and Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Stopped all my shows cos I didn't feel like watching.

2010-04-07T12:01:00.004+08:00

I went for job interview on Monday. And they called me today to tell me I got it! I seriously hope I'm not going there alone. PRAYING REALLY HARD. The thought of it gives me butterflies.

I'd rather be lonely than be a loner. Have always been like this since young. WHY UH? I hate it lehs! My sister also like that. If she's alone, she won't cross the road cos she don't like it that there's a lot of people staring at her from their cars. I wonder is there that kind of phobia. Fear of being a loner. If there is, I'VE GOT SHIT LOADS OF PHOBIA! Kill me.

Someone asked me why I don't update my blog as often or as much about my daily stuff and all. Now that you know, would you still ask me the same question?

Ergo, due to the same reason, I'm not going to say where and when I start work. People whom I talk to will know. Those that I didn't tell CAN just ask me.

HOWEVER, IF YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I DON'T BLOG AS MUCH, DON'T BOTHER ASKING! FREAKING IDIOT! CALL PEOPLE SO EARLY IN THE MORNING! MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!!!!!!! KNN!

I talked to PY last night. Talked till 5++ am. And so, if you add 8 hours to that, I should wake up at 1pm! NB LA! I WOKE UP AT FREAKING 10 AM! JUST BECAUSE OF STUPID THINGS! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I WANT TO KILL!

My friend's friend died. I don't know how he died. But his FB page was still active. Lots of people were tagging him in their post or posting at his wall. If only he can read it.

Lots of them are like saying how they regretted not meeting him up earlier, not doing things together earlier and stuff. Although I don't know him, but seriously. I teared up quite badly. I was thinking....... If I don't have fun with my friends now, how will I feel if something bad happened to them? I will regret like shit! That's why, sometimes, if you want to do something, don't procrastinate. Don't be afraid of what the outcome will be. Because the worst thing that can happen is to DIE.

Word of advice to someone[you know I'm talking about you] :

I remember telling you not to confess to him. But now, I change my words! If you really want to do it, go ahead. If he dare to reject you in a very mean manner, I WILL MAKE SURE HE WILL NEVER ENJOY FATHER'S DAY! Joking la.

But I was just thinking, if anything bad happened to him, you will just regret. Maybe I should heed that advice myself. As in talk to my parents about stuff. Learn to talk to them.... I really cannot imagine if one day, my mommy is not there to nag at me. To go swimming, to stop quarrelling, to not eat so much..... And my father to knock on my door early in the morning to ask me to wake up, to study hard, to slim down.....Just so many. I really wonder how I would able to cope with that. And my sisters. Especially the one that I don't really fancy. If one day I realised that there's nobody else other than her who would look up to me, fight with me, quarrel with me.

I won't be able to cope with anything like that. I'm a coward. Everyone knows that. ALRIGHT. Shall turn of the crying tap.

I should actually start treating them like how I should.

Never ever thought of these kind of stuff before. Never did reflection on these kind of stuff. Never thought I would feel these kind of pain just by thinking about it. Life.......

Everyone's born to die.

2010-04-06T16:23:00.005+08:00

I'm watching Romance Zero. AND KANGIN IS SUCH A NICE BOY! Awwwww. So sweet of him. HE'S SO SUPER HANDSOME! Can't stop giggling while looking at him[although nothing's funny].

Anyways, there's this new spam thing on msn.

Elvia says (4:13 PM):
:)
Anabelle. says (4:13 PM):
You are?
Elvia says (4:13 PM):
hey, hows it going?
Anabelle. says (4:13 PM):
Who are you?
Elvia says (4:14 PM):
i'm 21/f your a male right?
Anabelle. says (4:14 PM):
no
Elvia says (4:14 PM):
nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?
Anabelle. says (4:17 PM):
ME NO LIKE YOU
Elvia says (4:17 PM):
I know a way we can chat and have a better time and its free.. do you cam?
Anabelle. says (4:17 PM):
I'M A MANEATER!
Elvia says (4:17 PM):
Well i don't do MSN cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...
Anabelle. says (4:18 PM):
SHUT THE FUCK UP
Elvia says (4:18 PM):
I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?
Anabelle. says (4:18 PM):
I WANT TO SEE KANGIN!
Elvia says (4:18 PM):
Ok go to http://www.freecamlink.net/azeat and click join free on the top of the page baby
Anabelle. says (4:19 PM):
I want to eat Kimbap
Elvia says (4:19 PM):
sweet, fill out the info ur info.. i can not wait for you to see me baby let me find something nice to wear
Anabelle. says (4:20 PM):
CHICKEN NEH NEH?
Elvia says (4:20 PM):
its the sites policy to ensure no minors get access to the site, so they might ask for CC to verify your age babe but you wont be charged its free.
Anabelle. says (4:20 PM):
HA! What's CC? Community Centre?
Elvia says (4:20 PM):
What color Panties do you think i should wear? i might have your favorite color here somewhere...
Anabelle. says (4:21 PM):
My favourite color is BLUE. BUT ME NO LIKE PANTIES! ME LIKE BOXERS!
Stupid spam thing!
Elvia says (4:21 PM):
Your such a good boy, i'm gonna show you what good boys deserve.. you can tell me to do anything you want me to do!
Anabelle. says (4:21 PM):
]: I don't have KU KU BIRD!
Elvia says (4:21 PM):
u have to enter a credit card so they can tell your of age, read the page, they aren't gonna charge u anything i promise, thats the only way to see me sweety :-(
Anabelle. says (4:22 PM):
I'm salty! Not Sweety
Elvia says (4:22 PM):
if anythign come check out my pics, theres no way you wont sign up after u see my sexy ass :-)
Anabelle. says (4:22 PM):
I don't like ass la! I like Tiger.
Elvia says (4:22 PM):
ok the site is http://www.freecamlink.net/mbsr tell me what u think, im puttin up some new pics right now!

So damn stupid la! What the hell. I didn't try out that link. BUT YOU CAN IF YOU WANT! I'm quite sure it's some stupid virus thing! HAHAHAHAHHAHAS!

SARAH LEY! You're not online. So I put it here! GO WATCH IT[and the rest of the parts]! OMG! Donghae must be really jealous that Heechul and Sica are SO CLOSE! Muahahahhahahs!

2010-04-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

I'm having a BIG blister on my little toe. HAHAHHAHAHA! I know I'm being masochistic over here. But the blisters are real love. I can't walk properly with the pain la. I don't like that la. But I loooove to press it. HAHAHHAHAS. SHIOK! My sister and Shima had blisters under their feet before. At the front there. I WANT THAT ONE LA! THAT ONE I DON'T HAVE BEFORE! I want to feel how it feels like. HAHAHAHAHHAS!

Anyways, LOOK AT JESSICA!!!!!

I'M FAINTING! SHE'S SOOOO SUPER PRETTY LA! Yoona too, of course. BUT JESSICA'S THE BEST!

LEAVE MEEEEEEE ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2010-04-04T15:20:00.004+08:00

U are one of the most hypocrite guy I have ever seen in life , fake holy , fake attitude , ultra irritating , filled with unlimited confident , flirtatious cos u think u are handsome , dirty minded cos u suppose every girls need ur body well one word for u a total jerk ! Thank u . Self conscious please !(sic)

Uh! Well. LOTS OF PEOPLE SHOULD READ THIS! INCLUDING KARA'S GYURI! I really don't like her la!!!!

Why? You are asking.

Because! I will answer.

There are no reasons I can give. ALL reasons are excuses to you. IT'S THE WAY YOU PERCEIVE IT! No fair with the whole plot thing. Well, not exactly a plot. But it's getting all of us nowhere. Don't you see? It's like a circle. There's no start. There's no end. That's why I don't know how all these started.

But you see. I say no fair. You say no fair too. No one will EVER get out of anything in any way. Or maybe you would, of course. Because you have all sides. I have none.

The trouble you created. The consequences I bear.

Everything is about looks. Don't you see?

2010-04-01T12:38:00.004+08:00

AMBER IS WEARING HEELS! OMG!

I know I'm a HUGE fan of SNSD! BUT THIS STORY VERSION! WHAT IS THIS?!?!!? Really disappointing.

But I got lots of goosebumps watching it though. Kind of scary.

I have to say that I do pity you for having a girlfriend like this. But I don't want to do anything. Cos you seriously do irks the shit out of me. I'm saying 'good that you broke up with her' not cos I'm jealous. I'm saying it because EVERYONE knows it's the best for you. But pitying you doesn't mean I'm guilty or anything. IT'S JUST PLAIN SYMPATHY! Why don't you get it? I don't know why, but I'm feeling so disappointed that you are actually pushing the blame to me. Your friends thought they knew you well. But do they? So what rights do they have to judge me, that is if you are speaking the truth. I don't get why you are doing this. To make me feel guilty? IN FACT, I DON'T! Cos when I realise that I'm starting to feel guilty, all I have to do is to think of that particular thing you did that totally irks the shit out of me! I KNOW YOU KNOW MY BLOG! So if you are reading this, STOP IT! STOP WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING! YOU MAKE ME WANT TO KILL! AND MAYBE, PASS THIS MESSAGE TO YOUR FRIENDS!

Don't judge the book by it's cover!

At least not this book!

OH! I FORGOT! This kind of thing is so embarrassing for your looks and standard. WHY WOULD YOU EVEN PASS THE MESSAGE TO YOUR SO-CALLED FRIENDS! RIGHT?!?!?!?!

You've got your dumb friends...

I know what they say...

They tell you I'm difficult...

But so are they...
But they don't know me...

Do they even know you?

Forget it. You are just another person who is snatching away my oxygen. SHOO for life!

2010-03-26T13:06:00.003+08:00

I think I've got split personality. Cos June is always telling me things that she'd done with me before. BUT I REMEMBER NUTS ABOUT THOSE STUFF! But I don't have this problem with other people. So I was thinking she's actually the one who have split personality. And she said she doesn't have this problem with other people. I said I didn't have it with other people too! And guess what she said!

June: That's cos you love me.

Anabelle: No. It's the other way round.

SILENCE

June: Okay... Cos I LOOOOOOOVE you.

Anabelle: (disgusted) No! It's cos I hate you!

HAHAHHAHAHAS!

DADDY DIDN'T ALLOW ME TO GO TO MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGRY!

It's not like I care whether he is going out with another girl. It's just in my blood that I'm kaypoh what. UGH! Want to say, SAY WHOLE STORY LA! DON'T SAY HALF WAY CAN OR NOT! I'm not jealous or anything. But it's just natural to continue asking once you have started the topic what. Why should I be jealous because of a guy who JERKS!?!?!?!?!?! I'm quite sure Sarah can make him jerk 100 times more. SARAH! YOU WON'T REGRET! SERIOUSLY! You go Thailand with him hors, no need to bring anything one. Cos even luggage also go there and buy one. THAT WOMAN IS A GOLD DIGGER LA! KNN!

Whatever. Let's not talk about her.

.................FINE! I'VE GOT NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT ANYMORE!

2010-03-24T13:28:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOSH! They are doing the scarf kiss. Jessica and Lee Seung Gi matches.

I know, I should be watching You're beautiful. But I'm too lazy to watch it uh. Watching Romance Zero now. MUAHAHAHHAHAHS! I found it! Like finally.

2010-03-23T13:05:00.005+08:00

OKAYS. I failed ITIPJ and SENGP. Business side all get C+ except for MR. OOPJV, mc. ANYWAYS, MY GPA IS FINALLY ABOVE O.8!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAS! I wonder why.

I realised all my C or C+ are on the business side. And plus C Math from IT side. That's cos it's math. And my highest so far is a B+ for French. I NEVER GET AN A BEFORE! I'm still wondering why my GPA is above 0.8.

Pictures from long time ago.

Another song from SNSD's Sunny. At this rate, my lappie is going burst due to the number of SM's song I have.

I've finished watching Down With Love. ROCKS TTM! Cos got Jerry. HHAHAHAHAHS. It's really damn funny. Very different from normal Idol Drama. This show is really like real life couple scenes. HAHAHAHAHAHS. MUST WATCH.

2010-03-22T11:40:00.004+08:00

ANOTHER LG PHONE!!!!! I WANT BOTH BL40 AND CYON MAXX LA!!!! Can't they just do a CF for samsung insteead?

FUCKING HELL STOP WAKING ME UP SO EARLY IN THE MORNING AND FUCKING TELL ME TO NOT WASTE MY HOLIDAYS BY SLEEPING! WHAT THE FUCK! IF I DON'T SLEEP TILL LATE IN THE AFTERNOON DURING THE HOLS, THEN WHEN CAN I GET TO SLEEP ENOUGH!?!?! FUCKING KNNCCB!!!!! IF IT'S ONE DAY OR TWO DAY THING, FINE, I CAN FUCKING HELL ACCEPT! BUT YOU ARE FUCKING DOING IT EVERYDAY!!!! WHEN CAN I EVER GET MY PROPER SLEEP WITH NO DISTURBANCE AT ALL?!?!?! NBKNNCCB!!!!!

SNSD'S ECHO IS FINALLY REVEALED!!!!!! And F(x) got new song again!!!! All so nice. When is SUJU going to come out new songs AGAIN?!?!?!

2010-03-20T12:43:00.000+08:00

I'm quite sure I'm gonna get kicked out from school. THAT'S JUST GREAT!

2010-03-18T13:59:00.004+08:00

OMG! I've watched this MV for like the million times already. THE DANCE MOVES ARE REALLY SUPER GREAT!

That's my MEOMYYYY!

I'm shocked at how much confidence you have.

I SUPER HATE MARTYRS!

2010-03-17T13:35:00.002+08:00

SNSD'S NEW TRACK!!! RUN DEVIL RUN!Hmmmms. Although I really really love SNSD, but I've to admit Kesha's version is better. WHATEVER. IT'S STILL NICE!

AND F(X)'S NEW SONG!!!! All these are sooooo loooves.

2010-03-16T16:41:00.002+08:00

BLACK SOSHI!!!!

SIWONNNN!!!

Another SNSD anti event. I don't get why they still hate them. I used to, BUT I LOOOOVE THEM NOW!

2010-03-15T12:12:00.003+08:00

Why is it that some people can't accept the fact that they are being rejected? Not only can they not accept the fact, they tell lies to their friends like as if the girl is the one being rejected. JUST TO SAVE THEIR FACES!

When people tell you that you both can only be friends, why do you keep telling your friends how she fancy you and stuff? IT SERIOUSLY IRKS THE SHIT OUT OF LOTS OF PEOPLE. And you seriously do think that a lot of girls fancy you?

Initially, I didn't want to say this. I didn't want to post it on my blog. BUT MY FRIEND IS SUFFERING! I HAD TO DO SOMETHING! I know you are my friend and all. A good one. But why do you have to do stuff like that?

Sometimes, you have to know your limits.

2010-03-14T17:56:00.005+08:00

JESSICAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!LOOOOOOOOOOVES.SO PRETTY LA! If only I were half as pretty as her......

She cry also so pretty uh.

2010-03-14T17:02:00.003+08:00

Lots of people are criticizing Jack Neo and his wife. I'm not saying that what he did was right. It's wrong. Everybody knows that. But come on. No one's perfect. I'm not a fan of him. But I'm saying this on a very neutral position. If what he did was wrong, then who are you to criticize him? By criticizing him, you people are wrong too. So this is like the pot calling the kettle black. Besides, some people say his wife is giving wrong signal to other men and women. Different people have different way of accepting stuff. Some women might chop off their husband's dick if they find out about their husband's affair. THAT'S WRONG TOO?

Now that they have came out and face the music, people are saying that that conference was a stage. I'm quite sure if they didn't face the media, PEOPLE ARE GOING TO CALL THEM COWARDS!

Some of you don't know how it feels like to be stuck in such wreckage. But put yourself in their position. If you were him, you have already made that mistake. There's no turning back. There's only music you have to face. Don't you want people to forgive you? Yeahs. Some of you would say, I will never do that. But everybody make mistakes. Just the different kind. WON'T YOU WANT PEOPLE TO FORGIVE YOU FOR THE MISTAKE YOU MADE? If you were the wife, won't you want to at least forgive him for the sake of your children? If you were the children, WOULD YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR PARENTS GETTING CRITICIZED BY OTHER PEOPLE?

Other people do the same thing as him, but they don't receive as much criticism as him. Just because he's famous. Just because MANY people used to look up to him. Just because he's talented. EVERYONE WANTS HIM DOWN!

Humans.........

2010-03-13T15:09:00.002+08:00

SIWON!!!!![: SUJU ROCKS TTM! I can't wait for this show. Oh! My Lady.

My internet connection problem was finally RESOLVED yesterday? Or the day before yesterday.

Autumn Concerto ROCKS TTM! Currently watching Brilliant Legacy. LEE SEUNG GI!!!!! I prefer him as a TV host though. SOOOO CUTE!

You tell me to not care about what people think and just be myself. But my not caring about what people think is NOT BEING MYSELF! I'm someone who cares A LOT about what people think. I know this is a very general sentence where people ask others to be themselves and all. But don't you think this is a little contradicting? You can say I have no confidence in myself. You can say I'm a paranoia. But, caring about what people think IS being myself. So I'm heeding your advice. Half of your advice. I'M BEING MYSELF!

2010-03-06T10:52:00.002+08:00

I'M A BRAVE WARRIOR WHO FACES DIFFICULT DIFFICULTIES WITHOUT ANY DIFFICULTY!

I finally felt the hunger, after a few days with no sense of hunger at all.

OMG. I've seen the gamba for the Autumn's Concerto. AND IT LOOKS LIKE IT HAS AN UNHAPPY ENDING! SHIT! But I've already dl-ed 10 episodes. HAIS!

2010-03-05T15:30:00.002+08:00

It's high time I should start watching my Autumn's Concerto. VANNESS!!!!LOOOOOVES. If only F4 still exist. Mommy says Vanness is UGLY! HPMPHS!!!!!!! HE IS HANDSOME TO TTM!

2010-03-03T12:06:00.001+08:00

I'm finally watching House. Cos I just found somewhere to watch. BUT I CAN'T DOWNLOAD IT, which pisses me off ALOT. I hate to watch online. UGH.

2010-03-03T11:00:00.001+08:00

I don't know whys, but I'm feeling so freaking pissed that June take my Mochi. LIKE SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW WHY! And when she told me that the thing is melted, I felt like killing her, seriously! But why did she even took it to start with??!!!!?!?! FOR WHATEVER REASONS, I DON'T CARE! SHE OWES ME THREE MOCHI! PERFECT ONES!

2010-03-02T12:33:00.002+08:00

I totally need this. Hais.
I feel like eating sushi buffet and drink Baileys NOW!

2010-02-24T14:19:00.005+08:00

Okays. EXAM PERIOD has never been different. Exam period has always the period where I bloody hell get addicted to my shows. OHS WELL. I started watching Heroes Season 4 already. COS I COULDN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION! I know I'm going to suffer later on cos it's only at episode 18. AND I'VE ALREADY DL-ED ALL 18 EPISODES, which makes things ALOT worse! BUT HELL TO THAT GIRL WHO KISSED HAYDEN PANETTIERE! I can't believe Hayden actually had to kiss that girl la! UGH! Poor Hayden.

Anyways, in order to stop myself from watching Heroes, I re-watched PI LI MIT for like the zillion times. Yeahs. Instead of studying, I re-watch my show.
GUI GUI IS LOOOOOOVES.

I'm seriously considering asking father to change from MIO to starhub la! STUPID SINGTEL! SUCK LIKE SHIT! EVERY EVENING, MY INTERNET CONNECTION WILL GO OFF! UGH! I also don't know why.

I remember watching this before chinese new year. Although I don't like Eunhyuk, I think he's funny. MUAHAHAHAS. KANGIN IS STILL THE BEST! And Eunhyuk still suck.

OH MY GOSH! SARAH!!!!! SINCE WHEN KANG IN WAS IN SINGAPORE?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

JESSICA!!!! LOOOOVES.

Finally got to hear Kara's new songs. SNSD ones are still A WHOLE LOT BETTER! Nvm. I still love suengyeon. Tasty love is pretty addictive though. BUT STILL NTO AS ADDICTIVE COMPARED TO SNSD'S OH![[[[:

2010-02-20T12:48:00.001+08:00

HAHAHHAHAS. THIS IS A MUST WATCH!

2010-02-19T18:09:00.002+08:00

I am too lazy to do anything. which includes studying for marketting research.

2010-02-12T13:44:00.002+08:00

THIS IS A MUST WATCH! HAHAHHAHAHAS! SO FUNNY!

I really don't like chinese new year lehs. Except for the fact that I can't collect ang baos. But I also cannot keep the money. HAIS!

My thoughts are in dilemma. Yeahs. Not me. My thoughts. Don't mix them up.

2010-02-10T13:37:00.008+08:00

GRABBING CODES FROM SHIMA'S BLOG! Ignore my fat face okays?

Wtfcvk!So difficult to get this ang moi to smile to the camera properly ah.Pffft!Every time i smile,she makes faces.Every time i make faces,she smiles. And then still can accuse me of not wanting to smile properly ah. Bully you then you know!!

EXCUSE MOI?!?!?!DON'T KNOW WHO DON'T WANT TO COOPERATE WITH ME ONE HORS!!!!!!!BIG BIRD! AND WHAT THE HELL IS ANG MOI? LOH MOI YONG SISTER?

LEE'S NEIGHBOR RETURNED HIS PARENTS THEIR MONEY! 9K USD! And that Lee, LUCKY SHIT SIA HE! WHAT THE HELL! 18K SGD LEHS! IN CASH! WHAT THE HELL!

I'm checking my statcounter. APPARENTLY, SOMEONE, WHO ALREADY KNOW MY FULL NAME, GOOGLED ME AND GOT TO MY BLOG! I seriously wonder who.2 different IP address. And there's one where they googled "dadi didi ko coda" and got to my blog. SINCE WHEN I WROTE THAT ON MY BLOG? SO FUNNY I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING! Besides, there are three different IP address from 3 different places who googled that and came here. But then, when I googled, I can't find.

I was re-reading my blog. Cos someone went to read my archives. Through statcounter, I saw. So I wanted to know what that person was looking for. UNSUCCESSFUL. But, I found this.

Dear sarah,

I don't really know how to tell you this, I dislike your eyelashes. I think I realized it Last year when you peed your pants Outside of your office and I saw you Drive over My boyfriend . I'm sure you're Open enough to understand How awful you are. I'm returning Your Hannah Montanna underwear to you, but I'll keep My virginity as a memory. You should also know that I Never will forget that night and Our friendship is ruined. With tears of sadness,

Anabelle

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAS! To think about it, it's soooo funny.

I know I don't like APPLE products. But I want this!

You are a marketing executive at the Singapore Tourism Board (STB). One of the STB’s aims is to develop Singapore as Asia’s premier healthcare service hub for international patients. STB’s target is to attract 1 million foreign patients annually by 2012, who will contribute $2.6 billion of value-add to the Singapore economy or 1% of the country’s GDP. To achieve this target, STB works with its regional offices to promote Singapore’s healthcare services. In an upcoming road show to the Middle East (choose one country), you will be speaking to citizens of that country who are thinking of seeking medical treatment abroad. Prepare an appropriate presentation to convince them that Singapore is the right place to come to for a whole range of medical care—health screening, eye, heart and brain surgery, and even cancer treatment.

THIS IS MY TOPIC FOR BCOMM! I'm dead! I don't even know what to say!

2010-02-10T13:17:00.002+08:00

ITIPJ IS A GONER! That Mr Ong uh? He totally look like S_ _ _ _ s la! Seriously. Some more before the presentation, Shima and I saw him. Then I tell her. THEN I FOUND OUT HE'S OUR EXAMINER! Luckily I didn't say anything bad in front of him. I'm bound to fail ITIPJ.

So what if I rely on people? YOU DON'T LIKE ME, THEN TELL ME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE LA!

I'm not planning to fake school today cos I've got BCOMM and CRM to do. Due tomorrow. And my internet connection is not cooperating. It totally went down just now. I'll be dead meat if I can't finish it up.

CNY is coming and they are putting up lots of decorations. I SEE RED! Hahahahhas. I really don't like decorations la! Makes my house look different. Mommy keep asking my maid to polish the floor, polish the door and spray this stupid thing on the chairs. Every time when that thing is sprayed, I WILL FALL OFF THOSE CHAIRS! It's damn oily lohs! DON'T LIKE!

Malyn just cooked this herbal chicken. SO, GUESS WHAT?!?!?! I ate chicken again. Breast meat. Cos there got more meat and lesser veins and blood and bones. BUT I REALLY LOVE THE HERBAL TASTE! Not bitter enough though.

The last time I really look at him, was like Y1S2? And this time, when I look at him again, HE LOOK SO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I REMEMBERED HIM TO BE. Whatever. He just looks better than what I gave him credit for. BUT AGAIN, SARAH AND JUNE, I REALLY x 1000000000000 DON'T LIKE HIM! I don't understand why they don't believe me on this one. I SWEAR UPON MY OVARY! IF ONE DAY I EVER LIKE HIM, I WILL TELL YOU GUYS! Which is never. Because, WE ARE NOT EVEN TALKING!

If I ever have this kind of TV, I won't be concentrating on the show. I WILL BE CONCENTRATING THAT ADORABLE LITTLE STITCH!

My starhub plan just ended yesterday! NO FREE INCOMING CALLS AND MESSAGES! NO FREE OUTGOING MESSAGES! OH MY GOSH! EVERYBODY! I WARN YOU! DON'T EVER SEND ME ANY MESSAGES UNTIL I RENEW MY PLAN! You can call me though. If I happy, I will call you back with my house phone. If not, TOOOOO BAD! If urgent, call me twice. Then I will answer!

I wonder how am I going to leave with less usage of phone.

☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★MEOMYYYYYY!☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★

2010-02-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

The cat loooooves me la! SHE FANG DIAN ME!

Nooo. Actually, she doesn't love me. AT ALL! She tried to escape. But I held her tight. She has A LOT of patience. I wonder where she got it from. Seriously, if I'm her, I would have scratched my own face. =.=

However, even if she doesn't love me, I STILL LOOOOOOOOOOVE HER A LOT! I especially love the shape around her mouth. SOOOOOO CUUUUUTTTTEEEEE RIGHT? I want a cat like her. SO FAT AND CUTE! Who ignores me too. HEHHEHEHEHEHHEHES.

If I ever bring her home, MOMMY WILL DEFINITELY KILL ME!

2010-02-06T13:20:00.004+08:00

☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆☆★☆

It's my enemy that he likes. Not that I'm sure about it, but it's pretty obvious. Why he like her?!?!?!??!?!?UGH! Not that I like him or anything, but I'm just..... PISSED!

Thanks SARAH AND TRISTAN! They, especially Sarah, helped me with my ITIPJ. Actually Sarah didn't help me la. SHE PRACTICALLY DID EVERYTHING! So, yeahs.

Now, I have to do intro and content page for the ITIPJ report. Then, prepare for BCOMM speech. Then CRM slides.

Since HAI PAI TIAN XIN already air finish, I started watching yesterday. It's so damn nice. I cried from episode 1 to episode 3. The rest I haven't watch yet. But I've to give it a break since I've still got so much things to do. I'm still going to watch Zhong Ji San Guo tonight though. YESTERDAY'S EPISODE IS INTERESTING!

There are some things I really wished I can write it here. But parents don't allow. WHY? Ego. Besides, some people knows my blog. Nahs. Not my enemies. I don't really care if they do. IT'S MY MOMMY'S ENEMIES. YOU PEOPLE SUCK! TRUST ME! YOU DO! A simple apology is too difficult. A simple convincing is even more difficult. A simple silence is WAY TOO difficult for any of you. YEAHS RIGHT! ONLY FOR YOU FUCKERS! Everyone else says it's simple. BETRAYERS!

If you have the guts to have a mistress, you must have to have the guts to admit it.

If you have the guts to marry a guy like that, you must have the guts to embarrass him.

THAT WOMAN IS A FUCKING STALKER! AND SHE'S A BITCH! I HATE HER! FOR LIFE! I should get father to drive me to school EVERYDAY! That way, I will NEVER see that bitch EVER AGAIN! An 18 year-old WOMAN, crying in the taxi on the way to school. SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING! THAT TAXI DRIVER EVEN THOUGHT SHE DID SOMETHING WRONG! Hahahahahhas. She's so cute.

EVERY SINGLE GUY WILL DEFINITELY HAVE AN AFFAIR. It's only a matter of time.

How can other people believe that FACT if even my own friends don't believe? SARAH AND JUNE!!!!!!!

2010-02-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

I'm currently at Sarah's place. I'm supposed to pass up my ITIPJ tml. AND I HAVEN'T EVEN START YET! Yet, at least. Soon, I'm going to. I think nobody's as bad as me la. Hais.

Let me just grab some photos from June's blog first. These are from Telson's birthday celebration.

BYE!

2010-02-04T03:02:00.000+08:00

Apparently, I have internet connection at weird timings like 3.04am. So I'm blogging now.

I just finished evaluation and analysis for LG outlet for stupid CRM project. HATES. I feel like I'm writing composition lahs. Hais. But I don't even think I'm doing the project correctly lahs.

I'm going to ton at Sarah's house tml cos SHE'S GOING TO HELP ME WITH MY ITIPJ! Yeahs. Super last minute.

I'm hungry. There's nothing to eat.

Don't open your big mouth if you don't know anything!

2010-02-02T12:22:00.004+08:00

Doing CRM project at home now. Rest a bit first. Addicted to SNSD ALL the new songs lahs! Sooooo nice.LOOOVES.

Sometimes when I say the reason is we don't know each other well,IT MEANS I DON'T WANT FOR NO PROPER REASONS!It just means I don't like and don't want. We don't know each other well was just a cover.The real reason is cos you jerk way too much.DISGUSTS ME.

No point asking for people's suggestions if you are not planning to heed their advices.

Apparently, not only 1 person don't heed my advice.I know I don't do much for project and stuff.But when people give their suggestions, why don't you just put into consideration?To like make the whole survey better? I always insult people for their poor english in their surveys. And now my own survey has poor english. I might not have the perfect english standard. But there are some things that need many people to think about because not everybody knows everything. You people might think I'm thinking myself as a big fuck and stuff!BUT THAT'S MY STAND ABOUT THIS SURVEY THING!AND IT STAYS.Because, if I don't give suggestions, it means I'm not doing anything about it. And if I do, I'm not given the least respect.

2010-02-02T12:17:00.001+08:00

Photos from Father's birthday.

2010-02-02T11:42:00.003+08:00

Pictures from 31/January/2010.

June stayed over at my house.Mommy allowed.HEHEHEHHEHEHES.

Sarah give one.So only she and I can touch.

This one also sarah give one.So only she and I can touch.BLEAHS!

STICH AND GARFIELD KISSED ME!!!

2010-02-01T15:53:00.002+08:00

You just can't afford to lose, can you?You will never be happy if people outrun you.Losing is nothing.But to you,it's everything.

STUPID FREAKING SO-CALLED DR TAN!HE TREATS PEOPLE LIKE HIS DOG!KNN!HATE HIM!I should have rated him badly for the feedback thingy.

I'm tired.

2010-01-30T14:41:00.005+08:00

LIFE WITHOUT INTERNET CONNECTION SUCK TTM!

I finally get to dl SNSD NEWEST ALBUM!LIKE FINALLY!Screw my internet connection!I love ☆★☆ the most in their whole album!!!Fine fine fine.I'm bias.Cos got star.HAHAHHAHAS!BUT THE WHOLE ALBUM IS SUPER LOVE!SNSD ROCKS TTM!

Point what point!BLEAH!This pic is supposed to be smaller.But I'm too lazy to make it small.NEVER MIND!UP CLOSE PICTURE OF A CAT SPICES UP EVERYBODY'S LIFE!There you go.

CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING!SO MUST SLIM DOWN!Ergo, I went jogging with June.All pictures taken from her blog.

This was taken SUPER long ago.

Something memorable happened on thursday.It's memorable cos I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT HAD HAPPENED FOR THE LAST WEEK!UGH!Anyways,went mystery shopping at Tamp.Then,instead of mystery shopping at Starhub and M1,I shopped at Disney shop for STITCH!!!!Shima,THIS FREAKING IDIOT!SHE SAW THIS STICH,THEN THE FACE WIDE WIDE.THEN SHE SEE,IT SAYS HUMPTY DUMPTY STITCH!ONE LAST TIME!!!!HE DON'T LOOK LIKE HUMPTY DUMPTY!STOP INSULTING HIM!Your cheers guy then look like PRAYING MANTIS!HMPHS!

And now, I'm addicted to Spread Its Wings by Luna&Krystal(Ft. Amber)F(X) FOR THE WORLD!LOOOOOVES.

2010-01-24T17:48:00.002+08:00

Okays.I'm still stealing connection.I hope this won't go off so soon.

Grabbing codes of pics from Shima's blog.

Vigorous shaking of head.

My eye look weird here.
Promises.

Chopstick me.

Spasm.

After June called me,her brother and Sufian called her.RIGHT after.

Why she like to promise me?I don't understand either.
Don't act shock la dey!

Don't try to kiss me!I will kiss you if you want.

Mini Shima.

Super mini lohs.

I got fats and she got bones.RIDICULOUSLY ALOT OF DIFFERENCE!

Knuckless.FINE!I'M FAT!

LOOK LIKE PRAYING MANTIS!

EXCESSIVE AMOUNT OF CODES!

Shima!You see!That's why I say he handsome!Cos he's really handsome inside out.MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAS!And don't act puke when you are halfway through the report uh!I will help you puke when you see the real praying mantis!HE'S HANDSOME TTM!

Don't stare at them uh!LATER SORE EYE!But thanks though.FOR SUPPORTING ME!Hahahahas.

Since the internet connection is firm now,I'M GOING TO SCOLD!

EH!TI KO PEH(s)!YOU LIKE TO STARE AT BOOBS SO MUCH RIGHT?GO GET A FUCKING PROSTI!THEY CONFIRM DID THEIR BOOBS BEFORE!KNN!They will let you touch for all you want!Don't stare at random people's boobs and go drooling.IF I DARE,which I obviously don't,I WILL FUCKING HELL KICK YOUR BALLS!Although the size of your balls would be in a ratio of 1:10 to that of many females,but I will seriously do it if I don't go to the police station.

Currently addicted to the song titled According to you by Orianthi.Her name seriously sound like Indian lohs.

2010-01-24T13:30:00.005+08:00

My internet connection suck TTM.So I'm blogging real quick.Not using my own connection.If you know what I mean.

Anyways,started on LOVE MOMO.I LOVE THE 4 BROTHERS,ESPECIALLY MY KEN ZHU!F4 STILL ROCKS TTM LA!!I don't like the 2 main lead,BECAUSE GUI GUI AND ARRON CAN ACT SO MUCH BETTER.And I HATE that stupid Singaporean.HE CAN ACT FOR NUTS AND HE DISGUST ME!So....EWWWW!

Actually,was supposed to go Taiwan from 12 March to 21 March.Cos father got some business trip.Mommy got free ticket.Daddy paying for mine.AND GUESS WHAT!ALL THANK TO THAT BLOODY FAMILY WHO RUINED OUR WHOLE SIN FAMILY!Long story cut short.My auntie,who is also my neighbour, who is also mommy's enemy,RUINED OUR WHOLE SIN FAMILY!SHE SUCK TO TTM BECAUSE SHE'S SUCK A HYPOCRITE AND A LIAR!FUCK HER!KNN!And now,cos her husband,who is my father's brother,went for an operation,MY FATHER SAY WE MIGHT HAVE TO CANCEL OUR TAIWAN TRIP!WHAT THE FUCK!What's the link?The link is my father and him are Chinese Physicians.Family business.So if my uncle can't work,MY FATHER FREAKING HAS NO INCOME TOO.And guess what?HE'E THE FUCKING ONE WHO EVERYTIME GO HOLIDAY,AND MAKE MY FATHER WORK HIS FUCKING ASS OFF.AND AT THE END OF THE DAY,HE GET HIS FUCKING PAY WITHOUT EVEN WORKING!KNNCCB!I'M SO FUCKING PISSED!

SNSD!I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEIR NEW ALBUM!Jessica is LOOOVE.

2010-01-20T20:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

Bought birthday cake at Jack's place.Believe or not.Today is the first time we celebrate father's birthday.Don't ask me why.Mommy just don't initiate to buy the cake.Neither do I.I just find it...... weird? I don't know how to explain in proper words. I don't greet HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him either. It's like, my tears will just flow uncontrollably. Goosebumps will start to form on my arms. Disgusted? Not disgusted as in disgusted.FORGET IT. I really give up explaining. So....why did I finally decide to buy cake for him? Well.... I was just thinking maybe he likes it since he ALWAYS celebrate everyone's birthday in our household.

I just don't get the point of celebrating birthdays.Well, I don't see a problem in celebrating others' birthday.I just see a problem in celebrating my own birthday.It's like, for a start, IT'S SO FREAKING TROUBLESOME-to get the cake and stuff with everybody being present. Next, I don't see why I should celebrate the fact that I get older each year. Some say,"You celebrate the fact that you managed to survive through that year with all the difficulties faced." Right. For the record, I celebrate it during NEW YEAR!

I just read finish a book, titled Acting Up by Melissa Nathan. I googled and wiki-ed her and I found out she's actually already dead.Died of breast cancer. Why did I even read her book? Made me cry when I found out she's actually dead.

Anyways, back to the book. I love how the storyline is like. With the female lead being so straightforward and that guy being so freaking arrogant.And with both of them falling in love with each other without themselves realising it until later.Made me laugh and cry.SUPER GOOD TTM!LOOOOOOOVES!MILLION THUMBS UP!

My head is hurting very badly.But I'm waiting for father to come home.Cut cake,SLEEP.

I saw someone today. And she totally reminded me of how I used to get "attacked" by her. Attack is not a very good word. But she's like those type of girls, guys see already will like.HYPOCRITE TTM! ACT CUTE TTM! And I'm super straightforward. So, she did ugly things no one knew, except for me. Ugly things like backstabbing, gossiping,getting others into trouble or something worse. I knew cos I saw. I knew cos I heard. FIRST HAND ALL.But, all the same.No one believed me. Everyone thought I was so cynical about her. She's so sweet. She won't do that. She's so nice, only people like you will do that.UH HUH.YAHS.SHE'S SO NICE! NICE UNTIL YOU PEOPLE COULDN'T SEE HER TRUE COLORS! Since then, I was so SUPER scared of SUPER nice people. I seriously wouldn't dare to offend some nice people. It's just, I can already see their true colors. But no one will believe me. It's better to keep my mouth shut instead. Thinking about it, makes me cry.The feeling of having no one to believe what I said. The feeling of having everyone avoiding me because they thought I was being over-cynical. The feeling that was so indescribably negative.

2010-01-18T22:13:00.003+08:00

I woke up late.So I had to take MC today.Cos my attendance suck TTM.But cos don't know how come information I got was there's presentation today.Informal one.So I went to school.AND COS I FUCKING HELL DIDN'T DO ANYTHING FOR ITIPJ,I GOT LECTURING FROM SO CALLED DR TAN TC!I know it's my fault for not doing anything!BUT THEN I THINK THE PART WHEREBY YOU HAD TO SAY OUT LOUD WAS TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR!It's been like sooooo fucking long ever since I walked out on a teacher.Let me think.The last time was like when I was Sec 4?SO FREAKING LONG LA!I still don't like that teacher lehs.But seriously.I didn't want to show attitude to this teacher.But he's freaking annoying.He's SUPER unreasonable.He is a PhD from overseas but speaks SUPER poor english in a SUPER weird accent.Conclusion,I just don't like him.He might be good in IT.But he's definitely not a good teacher.

I want an iPhone.Regretted saying no when father asked me whether I wanted iPhone the other time.Just didn't appealed to me the other time.

WOW.There's a blister on my little toe.I know I'm masochistic.But I really like the blister la!Not the pain.But the watery feeling.HEHEHEHHES.I like to burst it la.But I always fail bursting it with my bare hands.So I will eventually poke it.HEHEHEHHEHS.

2010-01-17T19:30:00.003+08:00

I TRIED TO COOK HARD BOILED EGGS cos sisters wanted to eat.Apparently,SUPER UNSUCCESSFUL!Hais.It ended up more than half-boiled and less than hard-boiled.Trying another one now.Waiting for that freaking egg to cook properly.HMMMMS.I'm quite sure it will be successful this time.HAHAHHAHAS.I hope.

2010-01-16T17:40:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 4pm.I reached home very early in the morning after morning breakfast.LIKE FINALLY!SO LONG NEVER EAT LE!I muted my phone before going to sleep.And when I woke up,VOILA!MY PHONE LIKE SPAM LIKE THAT!Sorry everybody.In order to have an undisturbed sleep,I had to mute my phone.REALLY SORRY.But some is I really don't want answer and reply lohs.YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

2010-01-16T03:58:00.003+08:00

Time check.3.58am.Went to meet Ray Ngiam, Jack and Jonathan.Seriously,I really never see this Jonathan BEFORE LEHS!Whole secondary school years,never see before.HHAHAHAS.He don't know me, I don't know him.Low profile still suits me best.

All thanks to someone, I smoked like 50 million sticks.KUA ZHANG.But still...hmmmmms.We were all high.SO I'M BACK NOW.To use the toilet and get my jacket.AND GO TO MACDONALDS FOR HOTCAKES at Gardens later.

Nights peeps.Know lots of you are still awake!

2010-01-15T20:56:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!Been a long time since I updated my blog.Well.Long to me,at least.

FINALLY ALL MY TESTS ARE OVER!Okays.Not all.Left one more only.

Had SENGP and CRM tests on wednesday.I MIGHT HAS WELL DON'T STUDY I TELL YOU!STAYED UP THE WHOLE NIGHT TO STUDY FOR CRM FOR NOTHING.Okays.Actually, not much of studying la.BUT STILL...UGH!Sherlyna, Shima and I had symptoms of stress before CRM.VERY WEIRD symptoms actually.I don't really remember what already.

I don't even know what the fuck I'm supposed to do for ITIPJ!I UNDERSTAND NUTS ABOUT IT AND WE HAVE TO PRESENT IT ON MONDAY!I'm so stressed up.Sufian brought the visual studio disc today.AND FINALLY I HAVE VISUAL STUDIO IN MY LAPTOP!I don't know why I was so excited about it either.HAHAHHAS.THANKS A MILLION!

I called June just now to have a few sticks BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN PEK CEK!Apparently,HER PHONE WAS ENGAGED FOR THAT MANY TIMES I CALLED!

I don't know whether I'm meeting Shima tomorrow for ITIPJ or not.She didn't tell me anything.

YingHong just talked to me about how uncomfortable he was feeling.And I just told him,"Not today,boy.Not in the mood."GOSH!And he just reply me like a small little boy.I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT!Really sorry.

UGH!FML FML FML!

2010-01-11T05:26:00.004+08:00

My internet connection suck TTM!

I DIDN'T SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT!It must be the durian and jackfruit.I don't know why I keep calling jackfruit jaguar.Pisses me off that I can't remember a simple fruit name.

The smell of durian-mix-jackfruit is so UNBEARABLE!

Just hanged up the call with Donald.HE'S NOT SLEEPING EITHER.He can't either.

Meeting Astrini later for breakfast at 8am.At least,this time her phone is ALL RIGHT!

I'm supposed to sleep last night so I can ton tonight to study for my tuesday test.Apparently,my body is obstinate as always.

I've come to realised that no matter how much you care for that person, you will still lie to that particular person.

I don't understand the whole point of marriage.Cos when you divorce, you have to spend another huge amount of money.LAWYERS ARE A TOTAL WASTE OF MONEY.

My life is only interesting to most because I'm weird.

I have weird phobias.

I encounter weird stuff.

I'm super paranoid.

I like SUPER fat cat.

And last, but not least,

I SCOLD LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

The latter just means I suck.

2010-01-08T18:48:00.003+08:00

Supposedly to meet Sarah.But I was so SUPER tired and lazy.Then June texted whether I want custard puff.I want!!!So met her.Home now.

I finally saw my sister in her uniform.SOOOOO CUTE LA!!!OH MY GOSH!

I really really miss this guy.WHEN WILL HE BACK WITH ALL HIS MEMBERS?

2010-01-08T01:14:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOSH!NO!DON'T WANT!It's not about other people.It's about YOU!Other people don't anyhow jerk.Other people don't fall in love by just looking.Other people don't fall in love without knowing the person.

I can give Sarah to you if you want.She can let you jerk MORE!ALOT MORE actually.

Went to school for project.Went home to eat.Met Sarah and Felicia at Novena.Went home.

Then,I went out again.COS MY DEAR LIL SISTER WAS LOST!HAHAHHAS!After her campfire,she didn't know where to take bus.Her friend bring her to some stupid ULU place.She also don't where and what bus to take.Damn cute la.So I went to pick her up.Then I show her where to take the bus.AIYOOOOO.REALLY DAMN CUTE LA.Although she sec 1 already,she still so cute.

Then father picked us up,went to Telson's shop to eat again.TAPAI LEHS!MY FATHER ADDICTED TO THEIR FOOD ALREADY LOHS!So much for 1 meal per day.Sarah's mommy and my father purposely don't let me slim down.UGH.

Supposedly meeting PeiYun later.Cos she working later at Chua Chu Kang alone with BANGLA!Then ALONE LEHS!WAHS LAOS!I want to go see.Like very fun lehs.Can stay there supervise them.But her father don't allow.Her father say later I kena rape how?Aiyahs.If I kena rape,she also will kena rape lohs.Besides,when those bangla see me,they also don't want rape already lohs!So fat and ugly.

Hais.I want to go I want to go I want to go!The experience like damn fun uh!

And no.Not only cos you anyhow jerk.It's cos I don't even treat you as a friend to start with.I know you can't read my blog.LALLALALAA!That's why I post it here.

2010-01-07T01:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH LEY!

HAHAHHAHS!I called her mommy and asked her for permission to go to her house.I thought she realised it already when she knew I called her mommy.LUCKILY SHE DIDN'T!So when we were under her block,I texted her mommy and she say can go up le.Guess what her mommy told her?

DELIVERY!HAHAHHAS!My first delivery made!

STAR!

BUBBLES ^^

SHE gt a huge face

tsk tsk tsk

Went to her house to give her surprise.Copied and pasted the codes from her blog.Should have recorded her screaming when she realised it was us at the door instead of the delivery man!

HAHAHHAHAS!

2010-01-05T19:39:00.006+08:00

Uh huh.Correct.Yahs.Agree.It's all about the attention.

My home phone is ringing and it's irritating.I'm not listening cos it's irritating.

Uh huh.Correct.Yahs.Agree.It's all about the popularity.

Because it was never yours to begin with.

Yeah babe.It's Hilary Duff!LOoooooooves.CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THIS SHOW!

I just used this phrase on Sarah.HAHAHHAHAHAS.

I WAN THIS CAT LAHS!!!!!!So big and fat!!!AHHHHHHS!

THIS IS ALSO MY CAT!MUAHHAHAHAHS!

My sister started school for 2 days already.I still haven't see her in her uniform.

I slept at around 5pm and woke up 6pm.AND I'M ENERGETIC NOW.

Have been talking on the phone till late sleeping time,early wake up time for the past few days.

CAN PEOPLE STOP LEAVING WITHOUT SAYING BYE BYE?!?!?!?IT'S FREAKING IRRITATING.And hurting.

2010-01-03T17:19:00.002+08:00

School starts tomorrow.The good thing is TOMORROW DON'T HAVE OOPJV LECTURE.ERGO,I DON'T HAVE TO WAKE UP SO EARLY!But still.....I don't want to go to school tomorrow!

Lots of reasons.Lots of questions to the reasons.But no answers.

2010-01-02T18:08:00.007+08:00

OH MY GOSH!Why did I have to be so KAYPOH!Omg omg omg!I feel like crying!WHAT THE FUCK!UGH!Someone just kill me!

Are you trying to gain popularity?LET ME THINK.No.Cos you are already very popular.You have good looks,very PROMINENT[with your hair and style],very attention seeking.So what were you trying to do?I don't understand.

I pity those people you've hurt.

I know more than what you people think I know.And you ask how.COS YOU TALK ABOUT ME INFRONT OF MY FRIENDS WITHOUT YOURSELF KNOWING.

For those who don't know anything,DON'T THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.Listen from both sides first before you make any judgment.

I miss my peaceful life.

I was reading my half private blog.AND I REALISED I WAS SUPPOSED TO PRACTICE MY EQ.Hmmmms.As many of you know,that was SO UNSUCCESSFUL!Hmmmms.

With me almost going up to confront people,with me bitching about people,with me screaming at strangers.

Frankly speaking,I IMPROVED!Well.I used to really confront people instead of ALMOST confronting people.I used to bitch more[cos Sher and Shima is not much of a bitcher compared to June and Sarah].So naturally,I become nicer.Apparently,not nice enough.It's never enough.NEVER.

If you loathe the person,no matter what good deeds that person did,IT WILL STILL BE A SORE EYE TO YOU.If you love the person, no matter what EVIL deeds that person did,IT WILL STILL BE "WHOAS!SO COOOOL!".

So I have no choice.You hate me for all you want.Whatever I do will be of no use.No point talking to you about it too.Cos you've thought I said it.BUT NO I DIDN'T.You've thought I insulted you.BUT NO I DIDN'T.I don't know how all these blame were pushed to me.BUT NO I REALLY DIDN'T!

Your Daily Horoscope: January 2, 2010

Virgo

Today problems with communication or communications equipment may cost you money, Virgo. It's like you're finally being hit by the retrograde, and there is not much to be done to resolve it at the moment. You can expect both sides of communications glitches: calls dropping out or other mechanical failures, or others not understanding what you've said to them despite all indications that they do. This is also a day that is unfavorable for travel, and it is best to be as conservative as possible with money. It will go out and not come back.

TOTALLY ANSWERS MY QSN.There's not much for me to do.SO I JUST AVOID?

2010-01-01T18:41:00.005+08:00

WHOAS!FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR.I was talking on the phone to PeiYun from 1++ am? to 4++am.3 whole hours la!SO SUPER LONG NEVER TALK TO HER ALREADY.Then I slept at around 5am.Woke up at 2pm.AND I'M STILL TIRED!

Anyways, father say must eat vegetarian today.I don't know why either.But just eat la.So went with June to Telson's shop to eat.FREE MANGO SORBET.He sent June to S'goon MRT station COS SHE'S GOING TO MEET FELICIA THEN GO TO MALAYSIA TO PLAY PAINTBALL!I ALSO WANT!Then he sent me home.I FIRST TIME SIT LORRY LA!SOOO COOOOL.But he drive the lorry then keep jerking!PPPFFFFFTTTT.PURPOSELY.

Went cycling then saw this cat.OH MY GOSH!IT'S SO FREAKING CUTE!I really really wish I can bring home that cat la.

Anyways,watch this.David Choi on his 2009 recap.

HE ROCKS LA!Sadly,he's not famous enough to come out an album in Singapore.He not only rocks cos he's korean la.But also cos he's cute and he can sing.[:

This time not only Hyoyeon dance in the middle part.ALL of them dance together.HAHAHHAS.

2010-01-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

MORNING!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
I hope all of you have a VERY HAPPY 2010.Well.Try to at least.

To ALL of my friends,I'm happy that you have stood by me the whole of last year even though I was being such a bitch and all.But REALLY THANK YOU!

Don't sound like me right?HAHAHHAS.I KNOW.I think I'm high due to the liquors I drank just now.OH WELL.I SHOULD BE HIGH NOW AND THEN ANYWAYS.

TOO ALL MY ENEMIES OUT THERE,I THINK I'M GOING TO HAVE ONLY ONE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.AND THAT IS TO SHOW ALL OF YOUR TRUE COLORS TO EVERYBODY BY THE END OF YEAR 2010.Or maybe to some of you[like those that I don't even know you to start with,but we became enemies for don't-know-what reasons],I HOPE TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH YOU!MUAHHAHAHAHHAS!

It's the alcohol I tell you.

MY NEW YEAR WISH IS TO HAVE A VERY FAT CAT JUST LIKE GARFIELD.Which might be possible cos even Sarah got herself 2 hamsters although her mommy used to say NO to pets.MUAHAHAHAHHAS!Hope mommy will start to love cats.Ohs well.She will love Garfield anyways.MUAHAHHAHHAS!

BYE 2009!
Nights.

2009-12-31T20:05:00.004+08:00

Pictures shown is signed off by super junior members stating that they didn't file a law suit against SM.However,......

Erm.Excuse me?Where's KangIn's signature?

HMPF!

SNSD WEAR PAJAMAS ALSO SOOO CUTE LA!

2009-12-31T16:21:00.000+08:00

Hais.I know.Last day of 2009.LIKE FINALLY!I CAN'T WAIT TO KICK 2009 AWAY!2009 has been a bad bad year.I can't really remember why bad.I only know it's bad.I WANT 2010 NOW!Can't wait.

I don't have any resolutions.It's cos I know it's of no use.I won't keep any of it.Pffttt.

FATHER DON'T LET ME GO MALAYSIA!I WANT TO KICK 2009!

2009-12-31T13:15:00.002+08:00

Okays.On 26/December/2009,I met June and Felicia at 11++am.WE WERE GOING TO MALAYSIA!!!WOOOHOOOS!Surprisingly,my parents allowed me to go.[[[:

Me: Daddy,can I go Malaysia tml?

Father: Go Malaysia for what?With who?

Me: Huh?Just go lohs.With June.She got home there.

Mommy: As long as you don't drink beer outside!

Me: Huh?I where got drink outside?

Mommy: You don't think I don't know you drink outside!

Father: YOU BETTER NOT DRINK OUTSIDE UH!

Me: Orhs.[To mommy:]I 18 already lehs.Whys cannot drink?

Mommy: DEAR UH!YOU HEARD WHAT YOUR DAUGHTER SAID?SHE SAY SHE 18 ALREADY WHY CANNOT DRINK OUTSIDE!

Me: WHAT THE HELL!

Silence.....
Me: Daddy,so can I go?

Daddy: You don't drink, I tell you.

Me: Aiyahs.They also cannot drink.They are Muslims.

How the hell she knows that I drink outside?UGH.But strictly speaking,I didn't drink beer outside.COS NO ONE LIKES BEER.Sooo nice lohs.And seriously,I don't understand what's the difference.They've been letting me drink liquors at home ever since I was 7 years old.So if I drink outside,IT'S ONLY DIFFERENT PLACE MA!WAHS LAOS EHS!SO PEKCEK!

So we met Shaqillah at Woodlands.AND WE LEFT FOR MALAYSIA!HEHEHHEHES.

It's been 3 years since I left SINGAPORE!I WAS SO SUPER HAPPY.And I'm feeling homesick now.It's contradicting considering the fact that my home is actually in Singapore.But I miss Malaysia.ALOT.

We stayed over at June's house.Her family has a home over at Malaysia.Condominium![:Father say don't drink.Never say don't sheesha.Don has a sheesha machine at their house.It was my virgin sheesha.HAHAHAHS.

Pictures in Malaysia.Went to slack under her house de swimming pool at night while waiting for Don to come home cos we wanted to sheesha.

I was wearing Felicia's specs.Cos I took out my contact lens already.And I wasn't able to see anything.]:

Only stayed over there for 2D1N.Soooo sad.The night air over there is so much nicer than Singapore.I like it when I go overseas,I don't have to rush here and there.It's like own speed own time.Like as if I'm living there.LOOOOOOOOOOOVES.

I WANT TO GO BACK TO MALAYSIA!June just asked me whether I want to go Malaysia again to play paint ball.HOW I WISH!I don't even dare to ask mommy this time.What's more Father.I've been going out for the past few days.They will kill me.They should just give me my freedom since I'm already 18.Hais.But cannot too much uh.

Anyways,back on Sunday.Watched Singapore Idol.Voted 16 votes for MY FILIPINA SYLVIA!Yeahs.Only.But that makes 10 bucks okay?She lost anyways.

BUT SHE STILL ROCKS MY WORLD!Didn't regretted voting for her.COS SHE ROCKS!

On Monday,I went out to meet AMALUNA!SOOO SUPER LONG DIDN'T SEE HER ALREADY LA!We were supposed to meet at 2pm.BUT I WOKE UP AT 2PM!WHAT THE HELL.I'm so super sorry!And she changed the meeting time to 4pm.But I was still late.]:Really sorry.

We chitted and chatted ALOT.Gossiped ALOT.Hahahahas.

Then we separated our ways at around 6.30pm.She went home and I went to AMK to meet Telson,Sarah and her classmates.Was supposed to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.But was full everywhere.So we watched Chaw.

The trailer shown was like a thriller.But seriously,it's more of a comedy lohs.SOOOO DAMN NICE AND FUNNY!I didn't regret watching it.HAHAHHAS.Not only cos it's Korean la.Also cos it's really damn nice.

Tuesday,I woke up damn late.Like 2pm?Then mommy asked me to go swimming already.By the time I'm done with swimming and reach home,it was already 6pm.

Wednesday,which is yesterday,was supposed to have project.But my sisters and I wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks.So I asked June to buy the 10.30am tickets since she was at AMK hub the previous night.I even brought my lappie to the movie cos I thought later that day,I had to go to school for project.BUT GUESS WHAT?CANCELLED!If I know I don't bring laptop and I don't buy tickets so early.Make me wake up so early for nothing.

Rocks to the MAX LA!IS SO DAMN NICE AND FUNNY!Can cry for joy at the end.LOOOOVES.Theodore rocks rocks rocks.

After movie,we went ice skating.

Blogger is being a bitch.I can't upload pictures.

Mommy is not coming down.I can't exchange conditions with her!

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